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6th year anniversary.

2006-09-18T23:30:00.000-07:00

Happy 6th year Anniversary to us.

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
- Amanda Nicole Martinez -
Happy 6th year anniverssary baby. I love you so much. the poem above sums up what i feel for you darl. No one can be compared to you. You are my love, my bestfriend & my only one. I am truly bless you are mine.

Updates on my KL Trip

2006-09-06T14:30:00.000-07:00

Updates on my KL Trip

Halo peeps,

I noe i've been neglecting and ignoring my blog for more than a month now. Haiz...i've been super busy...moreover with me just starting out on my new work. I have something to say abt my new workplace...IT IS SO FUN!!! I never knew working in a call center could be so much fun. The people, the culture & the environment is waaayyy better compared to my previous workplace. Overall i think i made the right choice. Ok i shall stop talking abt my work now...i do not want you to get bored yah.

Anyways on the 20th August 2006, me, faris ,suzlyna & azwan (suzlyna's bf) went for our KL Trip. My sister offers to send us to JB on that friday night. The thing is we have bought the bus ticket at JB instead of SG because we want to cut cost. It cost us RM32 (SGD17) for 1-way bus ticket to KL. Anyways we took this small van from JB to Lakin & board the bus from there.
It was a 5 hr journey to KL & when we reach it was abt 5.30am.
Once we've reach, we headed straight to any bus counters that is opened at that point of time, and purchase tix to go back to SG on sun. We wanted it in the afternoon on sunday but we are told that the only timeslots available was a 11pm on Sun to go back to SG. I was like WTF as the next day (Monday) i still have to go for my training at 9am! Imagine that! But we are left with no choice and we bought the tix anyway...wat to do.

After that we headed down to our hotel, Hotel Capitol (I noe the name sound very budget but it actually a 3* STAR hotel eh...), unfortunately we are unable to check in early as the hotel is fully booked! We can only checked in at 12 noon. So what do the 4 very lost people do? We have breakfast at 6am.
At Macdonald.
Then we took the LRT to Bukit Nanas & walk to KLCC. We thought of queing up for the tix to go up the twin tower. Seriously, we thought that we are amongst the first few crazy lot (Kiasu S'poreans mah) to queue up for the tix...becoz c'monlah its only 7am & who would bother to go there and queue up. Anyway we thought since they're giving out 100 tickets, we got a high chance of getting it. But boy we are so wrong. So bloody wrong. By the time we reach there the queue was already very very long. We decided not to waste our time queing up. We do not know what to do....the shops are not yet to open until 10am and we still have 3 hrs to kill. So we went for a walk in the park just outside KLCC while waiting for Starbucks to open at 8.30am.

So after that we went back hotel & take a rest. The hotel interior is super nice for a 3 star hotel and furthermore it is situated in the golden triangle of KL, smacked right in the middle of the town so its very near to shopping malls and makan places.

In the afternoon, we went to Berjaya Time Square-Cosmo Themepark.It was a first time for suzlyna &azwan but it was my 3rd time visiting their theme park.Suzlyna was being tricked into riding the most terrifying ride. I swear to you she is super duper scared after taking the 1st ride that she do not feel like taking other rides. All the time on the ride, she shut her eyes and muttering some prayers under her breathe. It was quite funny initially but after then i felt for her. She is really genuinely scared. Aniways we have lotsa fun. We had our dinner at the food court at level 7.

Guess what happen to Suzlyna after we went back to Hotel? She had fever so we had to cancel our plans to go clubbing. Actually i was really looking forward to it but friends health come first.

The next day we went to the very controversial exibition which is the Pameran Hantu & Jin at Sultan Alam Shah Museum. We asked the help of Azwan's bestfriend, Mahathir who happen to work in KL to drive us to the museum. It took around 1/2 (exclu the traffic jam) to reach the museum. Not very far from KL city.

My verdict of the exibition: IT IS TOTALLY NOT WORTH MY RM5 & NOT WORTH MY TIME AND EFFORT OF TRAVELLING ALL THE WAY FROM SG JUST TO WATCH THE EXIBITION.
Bottomline: It sux!

Its not scary at all and we're not allowed to stay too long at the glass exibition that has the pocong in it! What the hell kan! The security guard rushes us to another station before we get a chance to really see the pocong! So unfair! When we ask if we could go back to that particular exibition again, he didn't allow us to do so! Stupid. The rest of the exibit display was quite alright. Im not scared even. More sceptical than scared i must say. I start to think now that maybe all the exibit are fakes. I do not noe & i do not wish to comment any further.

Mahathir drive us to Mid Valley Megamall after that. It was super big and super crowded shopping centre. The shopping centre is known to be the largest one in KL.
Did some shopping here and there. Went to sungei wang plaza to shop too. Just bought 2 high-heels, Body Shop Vanilla perfume, a shirt and 3/4 denim pants. We have very limited time to shop due to the time constraint.

Last but not least what is a holiday w/o photos right? So here are the pics from the trip...enjoy.

Lunch at Sushi King.

This is Mahathir. A sweet, jovial & funny funny guy!
His jokes makes me cry.
Time to bade farewell to him & KL.
xThats about it. Actually i wanted to include my 6-year anni celebration in this entry but this entry is ubber long so i will update again on my 6-year anni soon.
ciao!

A Full Update!

2006-07-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

3-weeks Update!

Hi guys.....its has been quite sometimes since i update....haiz...sad to say i think it has to be like this from now on.
On a lighter note, August is just around the corner & i simply love August! Simply becos theres series of event im looking forward to:

1) 7th Aug: My 1st day at a new workplace! (Yesh! I've quit my job and has been employed by another quite established company & yesh...not IT line (puh-lease)...i need a change & need to figure out what exactly im good at....so yah.)
2) 9th Aug: National Day-It is special birthday celebration for our country & also an event thats holds a significant meaning for me & baby faris.
3) 26th Aug: My 6th year anniverssary! =)
4) 31st Aug: Baby Faris ORD!!!

Well to save you from any lengthy and boring entry of mine, why don't i put in point form (trying to be organized here...) what i have been doing for the past 3 weeks.....

*I met up with my secondary school fren, nisa 2 weeks ago on a saturday. Basically just catching things up with each other cos i haven't got the chance to meet her...we always planned to go out with each other but ended up not meeting so i make it a point to meet her. Iwas nice....we had lunch at Puncak-Far East and being Nisa...as usual very weight-cautious, just opt for very bland fishball noodle wherelse me...hah....was starving at that time ordered wanton mee. We talk alot...haha...nisa is the chatty one...im more of a listener. After that we went city hall to watch radin and her friends practice their dance routine at the esplanade underpass. Nisa was so shocked to see radin cos i reckon the last she saw her was during Secondary school so she naturally shocked (who wouldn't? ;)) to see radin so beautiful! She kept staring at rad! Haha crazy girl! Anyway Nisa left after Rad has finished her dance practice....actually my real motive of meeting rad was to treat her to dinner as i haven't got any chance to buy her any presents for her birthday! It was nice...just the 2 of us and just catching things up...on each other's life.

Anyway here's pictures:

My camera-shy friend,Nisa refused to take any photos! Bummer! =(

Blame radin for being so fair (hmmphf)...her face ended up looking so white like a ghost! Hehe i really need the flash to virtually make my face fairer & flawless u see so poor rad has to suffer! ;)

*Went to watch a couple of movies the past weeks:
-Just My Luck
-Superman Returns
-Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest (free movie pass)
-The Lake House
-Lady in the Water

My verdict, all the 5 movies are not bad actually....but my fav has to be The Lake House of course! The storyline is so unique & thats what actually captivates me. Though it can be quite slow but it was definately worth watching.....very mushy & lovey-dovey story. Great for you couples out there to watch.....;)

k lah....thats it for now....wana go to bed...tml is MONDAY!!!! Lemme ask you yah 1 question,

Why does weekends always pass by friggin' fast?

Especially for you SipS!

2006-07-08T12:30:00.000-07:00

Especially for you SipS!

Siping i will definately miss you! I am sorry if i cannot make it today for the last gathering they arranged for you as i have a cousin wedding to attend.

Thanks for being my friend & always helping me in so many ways. The few months that we have spent being project lab mates and classmates have seriously brought me closer to you. Before that we are just friends but those few months have made me feel as though u're like a buddy to me for the following reasons --->for me to crack my lame jokes to, for you to say sarcastic things to, for me to argue with....and for us to cam-whore in times of need hehe.

Nevertheless i wish you all the best for your future endeavours and please keep in touch though u're so far in australia but theres always internet for you to contact me with....just email each other ok! Hopefully u'll meet nice-cute-veins protroding from hand kind of ang moh guys there yah! hehe.....

PS: Hope you forgive me cos of the other time i got us lost when u're sending me back to my hs...hehe when i got a chance i pay u the petrol money that i wasted on that day yah! hehe imagine got lost until reached geylang man! hehe...thinking back that is so funny.....;)

K just something for you...i have put up all our puictures 2gether...hope you like it girl...so long...till we meet again...which is not so soon i guess....don't worry if i got marry then i'll invite you hokay!

I will miss u soooo much Sips!!! ;)Take care yah!

Finally a rojak update!

2006-07-08T11:30:00.000-07:00

Finally a rojak update!

Hi guys...i noe i've been neglecting my blog for almost a month now....i've been very bad! Haiz....its not that i don't want to update but work is just taking a tad too much of my time......to the extent thati have no time for my own such as watching tv let alone update my blog. I confessed that i have no life! Let me tell you that my week has somehow become very routine (read: boring). Weekdays will be working till late....and saturdays is a must to go out with the boy and sundays will be reserved for family activities. Now u got me?

Well....i do not want to write a lengthy and boring entry for today just enough that my life is already so boring so i do not want u out there who read my blog to fall asleep. So i am gonna sum up all the major activities that i've done.

20th June 2006-Graduation Day cum Julie's Engagement

Well after 3 years of hard work, the day i've been waiting for so long finally came. I am proud to say that i have officially graduated from Nanyang Polytechnic with Diploma in Engineering Informatics. Although i am not one of them to receive Certificate of Merit (COM) (unlike my fren jirin), nevertheless im happy & contented. Well that memorable day was attended by 2 most important ppl in my life-My Dad & my Sister.
Well after that graduation ceremony, we went to julie's hs as she was getting engaged on that fine day. Haha double joy for her! Well im so happy for her!
Ok as i promised no lengthy and boring entry, enjoy the pictures:

24th June 2006-Gathering of Primary School Friends

This is really unexpected. Suelas actually sms me & invite me to bbq pit on that saturday and she says that most of our primary school friends will be there...at the mention of names, i was really excited and curious to see my all of them. Some of the names mentioned were those that i haven't seen in years! Imagine that! Hehe it wsas overall fun. Cos its like a reunion of class 1998 of Jin Tai Primary Sch! Although not everybody was there but i was satisfied with the turnup. I got to mit Nurul whom last i met was in sec2....LOL....it was also a reunion of the 4 Spice (me,azimah,aisyah & nurul). That was wat we called ourselves last time...yah so lame i noe. But Spice Girls was the IN thing last time. Aniways....i have put up afew pictures for u guys to enjoy....

PS: how i wish i got a scanner so i can scan our old pics and compare it with the present ones...hehe but if i were to do that i think a lot of ppl gonna kill me so i rather not.

Girls Day Out!!!

2006-05-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

Girls Day Out!!!

Last friday i went out with the girls....Aisyah,Suhana & Azimah!
Yup...finally got to meet them. Haha i've always been bz and my free time will be spent with dear faris so for a change, i opt to go out with the gals instead. It was fun! Talk alot...haha im unusually chatty that day. Especially to suhana cos my god the last time i met her was during last year fasting month....its like 7 months ago...and i didn't get to talk much to her also. But on last friday...while waiting for Aisyah & Azimah.....me & suhana met up 1st and oh boy we did talk alot.

Most of the conversation involves recollecting old primary schools memories.....hehe we laugh and laugh at the thought of those years....haiz....how time flies without us realising. And meeting Aisyah and Azimah, dinner follow suit.....we ate at Ayam Penyet! It was a 1st time for them. It turns out that they did like Ayam Penyet! Then cam-whoring time....me & suhana both brought our digicam.

Anyway Azimah have to leave early as she needs to attend chalet at pasir ris. We accompanied Aisyah shopping.....went to Isetan butshe didn't bought much stuffs...maybe the stuffs there are not to her liking. She just bought a turquois top. Quite pretty.Suffice to say i really enjoy myself & am looking forward to another outing with them...hopefully soon.

Anyways to end this entry, here are the pictures we took on that day, enjoy!

Me, Suhana & Aisyah

Aisyah & Azimah

Aisyah is so pretty & slim here!I look FAT!

Candid Pictures!

Reflections

2006-05-23T11:00:00.000-07:00

Reflections

Sometimes life doesn't go as smoothly as we so much wanted it to be....how good it is if life is problem-less and free of jerks and bitches who only know how to hurt ppl. Those ppl won't live to enjoy life coz their heart is just filled with pure hatred,grudges and most of all......jealousy. Jelousy is the most powerful tool that can really destroy a relationship. I don't understand why sometimes ppl can make use of their love ones. That is just absurb. To make use and make the person believe he's worthy of her love. The thing is the victim didn't even realize that the guy is making use of her until shit happens. Even then....she still willing to forgive him. Because why? Simple.

SHE LOVES HIM.

To think that the cliche love is blind is somehow true. She went all out for the person and he make use of her. Not a little. But wayyyyyyyyyyy alot. Why is he so heartless......jerk!
He manipulated her. Time and time again. She didn't realize it coz she tot that everything she did was bcoz she LOVE HIM so much. I don't understand why theres such person in this world.
That girl really has a heart of gold.....she even wishes that he'll be happy with the bitch! And i'm here cursing and swearing on behalf of her......she can still say she LOVES HIM.
Maybe saying is always easier. But if i were to be in her shoes, i would have hated that person so much so i won't forgive him. But thats the difference u noe.....shes bless with a heart of an angel....she is so pure......shes willing to forgive him.

However i think GOD has other plans in store for her.....maybe things happen for a reason. Maybe she will meet her prince charming one day. Definately not that jerk. I'm glad he's out of her life. For good.

For now, i have to appreciate him (read: FARIS). I hope our relationship won't be like that. Now u understand me dear when i really object u until we fought time and time again when u raised that particular issue. There we have a tragic examples that will remind us anything can happen dear. We have to have each other. I love you dear.......

Class Chalet!!!

2006-05-11T21:59:00.000-07:00

Class Chalet!!!

Halo....i noe i've been neglecting my blog for some time...not bcos im lazy but simply becos im buzy...hey that rhyme! Aniways, i have an overdue entry of my poly class chalet that took place last fri-sun. I only came on saturday (hmmphf miss lots of fun!), but i truly enjoyed myself to the fullest just being around ppl whom i have spent my last 2 years or so with. Lots of memories...happy times most of it are still vivid....

Anyways the class chalet went well, we have barbeque on saturday nite with lots of food to eat...thanks to the cook--->Andy & Warren.....haha most of the food were barbequed by them...the rest? haha our job is only to finish the food!!!

Hahaha....after the barbeque, initially me, sara, suzlyna and riduan wanted to go and watch midnite movie and we ask the rest if they're up for it but nah....they chose to relax at the chalet instead.....but me being the most restless one there could not stand the idea of just hanging ard doing nothing...haha so we ask andy.....& after much persuasion, andy agreed to follow! After that, we decided to switch plans to play pool instead but the pool place closes at 11.30pm! An it was already 11pm then....gosh riduan and sara search for the bowling alley but nowhere to be found.....so we decided to go back to the initial plan which was catching a late nite movie......haiz....guess the luck was not on our side...we reach the mrt only to miss the last train! damn! Off we go wandering to find bustop and look for night rider....theres NR7 but it will only come at 1pm...and it was only 11.40pm at that time! We hang ard at the bustop for sometime then decided to go to the 'BEDOK' jetty( saravanan tot it was bedok jetty!!! we are at pasir ris for heaven's sake..how can that be bedok jetty???)......to chill there. luckily the place is quite lively despite it being so late. There were ppl fishing and theres a cafe there...so we sat down and all of us are actually quite sleepy already then we came out with this idea to play spin the bottle! Interesting game.....w/o dare just truths be told. So i can say that with that game.....i got to noe more than i needed to noe abt my 4 friends......it was so good....it was like an elaboration of an orientation sessions. We went back to the chalet at 3.30pm and everybody was asleep....we went to sleep too after that.

Well suffice to say i did really enjoy the chalet! I must say that i will really miss them! Miss the laughters....the jokes....the crazy times we play catching at Blk L lvl 6 and those times during nite class.....I am lucky to be in D6! I am lucky to have found these ppl in my life. All with their unique characters and attitude. But nevertheless....our class is the most united class i've ever been in. I wanted to say thanks to all of u for making my years in poly a memorable and special one......

In the meanwhile, enjoy the photos!!!

Group Picture!

NiCe ForMaTiOn!

SinGaPoRe eLLiGiBle BaCheLoR!

This is Old-Skool Man!

Whose Leg Is That????

Truly Blessed

2006-04-28T20:52:00.000-07:00

*Truly Blessed*

HaLo...sorry for not updating regulary cos im busy....super dupper busy! Yup...been coming home late every nite....work has started coming in....haiz...now then i noe the real taste of working life. It actually sucks...haha i prefer studying than working actually.
Well enuf bt my work (i dun reali feel like toking bt it), now i have a story to tell u guys.

The other day which is on last wednesday, i have promised to mit up with my dear faris after work at ard 6pm. Unfortunately last minute i am caught up with ad-hoc assignment. Damn!!! So there my dear faris who reach punctually, have to wait for me almost 1 hr.....i felt super lousy of making him wait & actually i dun like making ppl wait for me, ( but most of the time...i am late! HAHAHA) but i have no choice cos its related to work so cannot cabut u see.. so i came out of the underpass to novena sq and i saw him hiding behind a pillar (action kecik konon..padahal i can see him clearly!) i went up to him and started apologise profusely. But he didn't seem angry at all, ( hes never angry whenener im late....thats why i love him soooo much) he even smile sweetly at me & suddenly he hand me this big plastic bag with a big box in it....i looked puzzled. I ask him "Whats this?" He just smile and says, "This is specially for u...". I'm confused coz its neither a my birthday nor our anniverssary.....so i ask him what is this for and he simply says that he just wants to surprise me....he says that no need for special occasion for him to give me pressie...he says that hes been eyeing the thing for quite a while and decided to buy it for me. Haiz.....at that point of time, i felt sooo touched. Then we headed towards town & decided to chill at coffee bean and so i opened my pressie there. Guess wat he gave me?
he gave me this:

*Gift from precious thoughts*

Ain't he sweet? Anw the cat look almost real....with fake nails on its paws....just too sweet to even describe. He noes that i'm allergic to cats and he noes that i love cats soo much and to think that he noes what i want and what i love makes me so touched.
Haiz....although at times i complained a tad too much abt him not being romantic enuf, bad-tempered and many more but he has his way of winning my heart....with his little surprises like this.... its just so sweet of him and this is nt the 1st time that he has surprise me with gifts but couple of times already....sometimes u can't change the person to be who u want but just to accept them as who they are. I'm truly blessed to have met faris in the 1st place and i really shd appreciate him more.....he's my bestestfriend i've ever have and i really love him!

MiXeD FeeLinGs

2006-04-16T19:10:00.000-07:00

*MiXeD FeeLinGs*

Last thurs is my last day at SOTERIA....im sad to leave my 'family' there but i have to. Although its been only about 2 months working there but i honestly have to say i feel so close to them! they of course have been so extra nice to me and made me feel that im part of the family. As that day was my last day, they have made a mini farewell party for me! So sweet of them.....they even ordered KFC! Ate chicken til i want to vomit! I always over-eat aniway...hmmm...nvm. Well the photo-taking followed suit.

It was a sad day but at the same time a happy day for me too. I have been employed! Full-time....yupz! Thats the reason of me leaving SOTERIA. Starting from tommorrow onwards i will be working at Inland Revenue Authority of Singapore (IRAS) as IT Analyst Progtrammer!
Haha i will never imagine working so soon much less working as a programmer. But wateva it is, i thank God...alhamdullilah for this opportunity. At last i can help my Dad. After all of these years, i think its time for me to repay him....woah im not abt to go into sentimental speech of mine....hehe. Aniways im just glad and also excited plus nervous abt tml. Guys wish me luck ok? I hope i don't screw up on my first day at work. Hmmm....almost forgot...Suzlyna is also employed by IRAS. So we'll be in the same department for 1-year or more i hope. Along with us, theres 3 more nyp students....mei fen and cecilia from Diploma in IT & Don frm EI. Haha they're nice ppl. Hope i can work well with them.

So thats my entry for today...i can't promise to update my entry that regularly after i start work but i won't give up blogging....never! Coz tis is the only way that i can update abt my life to my friends coz i rarely meet them! So tis is sort of communicating virtually lah.

PS: tml have to report to work at 8.30am....i hope i won't be late!

Heres the pics of my last day at SOTERIA!

Me and Kak Masitah! Guezz hw old is she?

She's 29 u noe! Doesn't look like rite?

Me and my Boss, Soo Ling!

Soteria Family! The guy behind me....hes weird!
Me & Auntie Moi...Love her!

Boring.....well not so boring entry....

2006-04-10T03:40:00.000-07:00

Boring.....well not so boring entry....

i'm sorry for not updating my blog nowdays cos my life is simply boring. Yup....u won't even wana noe how boring it is.....so i don't really see the point of updating everyday with the same exact shit but onli different day! Well it s like a routine to me.....waking up at 9am....got to work...finish around 3pm....go back....watch tv.....sleep....wake up.....the next day same thing. Haiz.....my life have gone from boring to extra2 boring. I am really hoping that i'll get a full time job soon.....i am already shortlisted for it.....so rite now i am still waiting for the answer from the company.....i really hope i'll get it * cross fingers, toes and whatever that can be cross*.

Well last sat went to the movies as usual....sat is my outing day with faris.....went to watch keeping mum. Initially we wanted ( or rather me!) to watch failure to launch but unfortunately the theatre that was showing the movie is freaking small! I got this very irritated feeling watching movie in a small theatre! No matter how goood the movie is, if it is being shown in a small theatre, i won't bother to watch it. I felt like it so not worth it. Thats me and faris too. So keeping mum is what i decided to watch. The movie was ok, though i felt like im watching a family drama from hallmark channel. Faris love the movie though. I don't noe why. Well it has some funny scene though and how often do you get to see Mr. Bean or Rowan Atkinson snog somebody? Hahaha i couldn't resist laughing watching his face. He kept reminding me of Mr. Bean! It so weird to actually hear him speak ( much less making love!) .

Anyway while i was having lunch at pizza hut on that saturday, something happen that made me feel totally disgusted. Me & faris was eating and there comes these 2 ladies ( or preferably sluts!) was sitting behind us. Firstly one of them, a malay was practically dressing like minah ( or preferably slut!) then never mind bout the dressing, the way she talks! Oh my god! Its as though she an american! Wah lau....dress so minah....so not sophisticated at all then still got the cheek to speak ala americano! I suspect that shes a sarong-party-girl kind.Then she says something which makes me go ewww! She said, " He still insists going out with me...but i noe its not just dinner....how many man just wants to go out only for dinner...he sure bound to fuck me after dinner....thats the only thing he really wants..." Can u see what i mean now? She said that probably bcos shes just so easy....i don't blame the guy though if he got that kind of mentality....bcos she potray the image that she's easy. Just about any men can get fresh with her! Haha but i doubt so shes fresh! Anyway....i think i criticise her enuf....poor soul....haha but seriously if u were to be in my shoes and hearing her conversation, u'll probably do the same.

Heard from esmail that hes going to be enlisted soon....June 10th i think. He's enlisted on the same day with saravanan. Haiz all the boys are gonna be men soon.....my baby is going to ORD soon....but hmmm....i don't think he has developed into a man. YET. He needs more time. But compared to last time....yup hes improved a bit....though he really must controlled his temper.
The other time i went back to school after a looooong time to complete the assignment given by this particular company which i cannot revealed cos i believe that if i tell too many ppl...chances of getting the job will be thin. Anyway i miss school a lot.....especially the fried fish noodle at Food Junction! Unfortunately it's closed! Terpaksa makan kat south canteen where all the PMS makciks are. The other time Suzlyna came to my house to take the C# assignment that i have printed for her. We browse blogs, take crazy pictures, talk crappy stuffs....boyfriend stuffs....update our friendster.....yup it was fun. Having a girlfren over is always fun! Did i tell you that i went shopping and i bought lotsa of things? Suffice to say that 3/4 of my pay are spent on clothes & shoes? Man.....when i shop i don't even kenal the word thrifty! Hehe i think shopping is every girl's indulgence & im no exception.

Well this is an exceptionally loooong entry for someone who says her life is boooring! Anyway heres are the pictures taken recently.....njoy!

Spastic Us!

Trying to be artistic!

My new peep toe wedges! Cantik tak!

My new Victorian top! Nice rite!!!

koi feeding & gals outing!

2006-03-24T22:14:00.000-08:00

Koi feeding & Gals outing!

Finally i fed the KOIs!!! Its been a long time since i fed the KOIs. I was so amazed to see the koi! They are like so fat! So bloody fat....heh obviously becoz ppl keep feeding them non-stop esp kids....kept begging their parents to buy the koi food once finished. Hmmph....good life the kois have there....so jealous! Actually that day me & faris planned to go sentosa....packed our bags and i was super ready with my sundress on and bikinis and all that but suddenly i don't feel like going! haiz....i admit girls are difficult creatures! Hehe suddenly i dun feel like going! Perangai ah suzy..,..tsk tsk tsk. Anw we changed our plan and went to feed the kois and after that went to my sis hs to play with the ever so cute Danish! I must say Faris has a way with kids. Kids just love him! Danish is so melekat with him macam super glue! Hahaha that 1 thing that make me love faris even more!

Yesterday i went out with suzlyna and hamizah. It was an unplanned one thou. We attend something in school earlier on and decided to go out and have dinner afterwards. We ate at the kopitiam near bugis junction and we proceed to icon, the new bugis shopping place. It was so hip!
Theres lotsa stores selling unique clothing at affordable prices. So many things but so little money! hmmph....so mengeramkan u noe! And what i like most about the place is the lightings near the staircase! We were so crazy! We took pictures non-stop at the staircase! Ppl coming up and down the staircase kept looking at us like we're some nut freaks! Hahaha but we couldn't care less......asalkan dapat pose ngan the colorful lights jadi ah! Hehe k i let the pictures do the toking and u'll see what i mean!

Nice rite!!!! Kite suka suka suka!

Bored To Death!

2006-03-15T18:59:00.000-08:00

Bored To Death!

Heya fellas.....i have an announcement to make: Can somebody please please ask me out? Im so bored to death......haiz......in this period of time when i should be enjoying my hols....instead im working like kuli batak! Haiz....i want to go out but no money and in turn i have to work to get money and if i work then i dun have time to go out! Hmmm do u understand me? Nvm....haiz....furthermore my dear is in camp must stay in most of the days.....i can't expect him to spend 24/7 with me rite? Haiz.....planning an outing with my girlfrens next wed....hope they can make it! Don't bubble me again k girls!

Anw did i mention that when i was in KL i got to meet the whole crew of West Coast Customs???? FYI West Coast Customs is the group that is responsible for pimping ppl's car in the MTV show PIMP my Ride! Yeah they were at petaling street u noe! i was literally walking behind them! They had their video camera on and all that.....i was like "hey u frm MTV?" There were like "yeah u got it rite!" Haha initially tot they are from whatever things MTV but realised that there are wearing West Coast Customs shirt and straight away i realised that they are the guys from pimp my ride. Anw they were searching high and low for tiger beer shirts and the shop that i patronised happen to sell tiger beer shirt! My sis as u all noe the tak tau malu one....go and called out to them, "Hey theres tiger beer shirt over here!!!" They came and bought it! They even thank us...hehe.....later then i learnt that they were on West Coast Customs Malaysian Tour. Hope my face is not all over MTV...chey im so thick-skinned huh! LOL.

Anw do you want to learn some words to add to ur vocabulary??? Well here are some words that me & faris create! hehe....just wana share wif u all. Here it goes:

1) ngiong- means sleepy or when u haven't recover yet from ur sleep-groggy.
2) momo - make-out make-out.
3) piong - use when u see a very striking color! Like example: "Ish the beg color is so piong!"
4) hancrak - untidy handwriting or simply refer to messy stuffs.
5) mati - usually refer to band or singer that no longer existed or has slowed down in their career.
6) Kong keramat - for ppl or guys normally who have body like bodybuilder.

Ok thats it! gotta rush to work now! Again!

Quick one!

2006-03-14T00:53:00.000-08:00

Quick one!

Heya fellas....yupz im back from my holidays! Haha can't resist to snatch my laptop and log on to the net. Well KL was fun! This time round the trip is so worth it....apa tidak kita tinggal di hotel 5-star tau....dun paly play hor! Ritz Carlton Hotel.....just 10 mins walk to times square....in the heart of KL summore. Actually got lots to tell all of u.....but hmmmph gotta rush to work now.....padahal i just came back from work! Hmmph who work 2 places in 1 day? Me lor....so stupid! Haha just to kill time b4 my results out next week. Then i shall start looking ard for full-time job! Haiz.....my dream of going NTU seems so bleak now....now that i noe that im not the chosen ones to get the interview letter unlike zeenat & zahara! So lucky u noe! They are shorlisted for interview today! And im not! Haiz....of coz u can't compared me to them! They are so intelligent....scoring almost A's & distinction on every subject! I'm pissed? U bet. Well.....too late to menyesal...tulah mak bapak suruh belajar pandai2 tak nak! see the consequences! K Lah gotta go.....will update soon!

Ps: for the pics of KL holiday....i think u shall wait long-long lah eh....coz im too bz to upload!

Finally!!!

2006-03-02T17:00:00.000-08:00

Finally!!!

Yes! Yes! Yes! *jumping up & down* I have finished my last paper today. Last paper, last semester, last year in NYP. Haiz....its like a huge burden being lifted up from my shoulders. I am glad that its finally over. But i think i shouldn't be too happy so soon.....coz the result ain't out yet and I really hope that I won't need to take any supp papers *cross finger*. It would be hell if i have to sit thru the exam again and worse the supp paper won't be easy (thats what the lecturers have warned us). Well i think i shan't worry bt all these negative stuff...its giving me a headache!

Now i shall R&R and as aisyah put it Joli! Joli ah! Yes, i can't wait for my short gateaway to KL next week. Holiday. Thats what i really need. To get away and relax.

Well time for movie reviews. Last 2 sat i managed to catch Big Momma House 2. Wait! Before all of you make any assumption and throwing wild accusation at me for watching pirated VCDs or DVDs, i shall clarify here that i went JB to catch the movie. It was worth the money if u ask me. Great plot, great cast & great great comedy!!! Mega-size comedy! Its really funny. All of you should really catch it. Heard that its showing in Singapore cinemas from tml onwards (03/03).

Last Sat went JB again to catch a malay movie- Main-main cinta starring Misha Omar and Adam AF2. Its actually the usual romantic teenage flick....but to me its interesting. Great acting from Misha Omar. The story line may be the same as other romantic teenage flick but the way the cast brought their role effectively, is what makes it different. Especially Misha Omar who plays the role of Farah, an undergraduate who is so in love with Adam. She plays the role so naturally as if the role is meant for her. Not only she can sing well....she can act well too. Really talented. Definately a nice movie to catch.

U guys wana noe something? I just got to noe 2 secrets that Faris had been keeping from me for the past 2 years......really unexpected! Hmmph! Nvm.....i noe that he cannot keep secrets too long from me.....im always bound to find out sooner or later. Reminder for you mister, i can noe when u're lying to me. So watch out!!!

im going under

2006-02-26T03:14:00.000-08:00

im going under....

Im so frustrated, im so sick & im itching all over my body! I feel like crying but who will hear??? I felt that hes not caring enuf for me.....of all times, i felt that he should be care for me the most now.....but its otherwise. Im so terribly sad.....i just feel like dying.....what is wrong with me? what?????? of all times, this things shd happen to me now! now! when im supposed to be concentrating and revising for exams! Help me.............................and the docters are so dumb! im confused.....i don't wana be sick......i still want to enjoy life..............but it looks like im going under........*SUPER-PISSED!!!!*

Happy Valentine's day to all!

2006-02-14T21:44:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's day to all!
Halo guys....today is the 14th of Feb....as u all noe its Valentine's Day....well its just like any other day to me....nothing extra special. To me everyday is a Valentine's Day. No need special day to celebrate LOVE rite? Haha...so much of the bullshiting, im still going out today. A romantic cndle-light dinner?

Nah....just the usual outing....planning to go Gelare coz today they're having waffles ice-cream at 1/2 price (trust me whenever theres discounts or promos, suzy will noe) !

I can't believe that another 2 more weeks i'll be finishing my semester in NYP! 3 freaking exams and i'll be done! It get me thinking of what am i going to do after poly and what jobs can i get...that kind of stuffs. It SCARY. I'm planning to further my studies thou....not in IT (For goodness sake...i HATE IT!)....but in teaching. At least teaching determines a stable career and better prospect. Haiz....wana say that i regret taking Engineering Informatics? Well....i think its too late for regrets now....anw semester is ending so soon and better get it over and done with yah.

Im so sorry for not updating regularly....buzy with tons of project. Now i can take a breather coz im left with 3 exams more. Haiz hopefully i can do well. I just finished applying for NTU degree in teaching....heard from lotsa ppl that its not easy to enter....some ppl succeed after 3-4 times of trying.....haiz nvm i won't be discourage and i hope to remain as optimistic as possible. Well that bt it now.......As for davvy here's the photos we've took at FJ as per requested. PS: Izah i'll upload the fifi photo later can....SORRY!

Camwhoring is my favourite pastime!!!

2006-01-31T03:32:00.000-08:00

Camwhoring is my favourite pastime!!!

Have i ever told you that i love taking pictures? Yes this entry is all bt pictures pictures and more pictures! Love it!!! Here a collection of photos of activity these 2 weeks...enjoy!

New Year Update!

2006-01-02T21:48:00.000-08:00

New Year Update!

Hola peeps!!! Happy new year to all of u! New year new resolution.....have any of u made any yet? haha seriously i have stop making one.....cos i noe it myself that i can't fulfill it. I noticed that everytime i plan or target something....the thing that i plan always end up not happening....i dunno why. That is why i like to go with the flow.....take each day at a time.

Well....time to update on my new year eve celebration. I had a blast! Yes! Especially i spent my new year with my loved ones. Me & faris went to esplanade to catch the yearly 'traditional' fireworks display. It was super duper packed when we arrive! Gosh to the extent that we have to squeeze our way thru and rub ourselves with others *Gross*. Anw we went to book movie tix-the family stone to watch rite after the fireworks display.

Suzlyna kol me up and ask me if she & Azwan can join us.....i agreed. The more the merrier rite?
So me & faris decided to pay juli a visit at her shop....and appartently when we arrive she was packing up and ready to go home. Iswandy was there to help too. So we ask juli to join us too! So we waited for suzlyna at juli's shop. Hahaha see by wat i mean that things will turn up just rite even w/o planning.

We decided to take our dinner since all of us are freaking hungry.....so we went to thai express....waited for 15 mins before we got seats. After ordering, the fireworks started....hehe so funny to see ppl rushing out of the restaurant while half-way eating their dinner just to catch the fireworks display! haha....we 're no exception too. The fireworks is amazing as usual....and the best thing is that its so near to us....that i can almost touch it (ok i exaggerate!). But its just pure magical and everybody was staring at the fireworks in awe (i actually say wah! almost every other time when a new set of fireworks was shown! the guy beside me can't stop mimicking me! *hmmph*) Anw after the fireworks display, we went inside and not long after that, our food came.....before that me & faris is considering whether to watch movie or not....cos the thing is.... the movie is at 12.50am and its already 12.35am and our food have yet to arrive. Almost almost faris got angry with me cos he says lets just cancel the orders and go to the movies now. But stubborn me, i dun have the heart to leavemoi frens there when i enjoy their company so much! So we made a sacrifice not to watch the movie and instead spent time with juli,iswandy.suzlyna and azwan. Anw the tix is FOC cos i use a starhub voucher to redeem it.

From thai express, we walk all the way to boat quay and decided to chill out at Sahara. Its a pub where u can smoke shisha too. We chill there till about 3am. Then suzlyna and azwan took a bike home while me,faris,juli and iswandy waited for the night rider. Boy! we waited for almost an hr but the damn bus still haven't ariive yet. So me and faris decided to take a cab home....so we say gdbye to juli and iswandy and we make our way to mohamed sultan road to find a cab. Damn we should have waited for the bus instead cos we didn't manage to get a damn cab! Theres lotsa cab but all of them is on call! i cannot stand it anymore....so frustrating and im so damn sleepy oredi. i lean against this lighting shop and slept on the pavement! Haha and it was raining heavily summore! Faris woke me up and we decided to walk further up and find a cab. I was all along making noises and nagging him about no cab! He almost lose out. Poor thing....im so whiny!!! Can't blame me rite cos im so sleepy!!! And thank god not long after that we got a cab....and i reached home almost 6am! Luckily my dad not mad.....k thats bt all.....now i let the pictures do the talking...

Narnia updates

2005-12-28T05:01:00.000-08:00

Narnia Updates

Halo im back again to update on my weekend! Haha nothing impressive really....but nevertheless im here to promote Narnia! Love it! Impressive, magical, & simply astonishing.
Im being drowned into the fantasy. Haha to be honest....i wish that the magical fantasy in narnia to be happenning in real life! I even got the tendency to sneak into my wardrobe at home and see if theres a magical passage to Narnia! Hehe crappy me! Haiz supposedly we're supposed to use the free movie tickets i got from starhub (*envy me! i got free tix every month!), but can onli use at GV cinemas onli though. Too bad! We went to marina sq but narnia shows are fully book! Left with the front rows onli! Well we decided not to strain our neck and end up not enjoying the show at all so we decided to fork out $19.00! (atually faris is the one that fork out the money! not me hehe)! It was on monday, public holiday. Yupz fortunately, we managed to get couple seats at Eng Wah Suntec.

The funny part of the story is.....we entered the theatre already 10 mins late. Thats ok nvm...the movie has begun.....the lights are out....so its pitch black inside and guess what happen next?

Yup! u guess it rite man! I fell on the steps....not once but TWICE! bloddy embrassing! God! And the guy sitting beside the walkway was having a ball! He was laughing his hearts out! Man....thank god for the darkness or else i would have to cover my face for the rest of the show! Hehe but it was worth it afterall the show is simply nice! Highly recommended! Rate it 9/10.

K enuf of movie review....now i wana update on juli bdae! That day (22/12) on thursday, we went to Blk L Level 6 tutorial room. We all waited for Julie aka Miss Georgous to throw her a bdae bash! It was very short but nevertheless a very enjoyable one! We have the cake cutting,the singing of bdae song and of course not to be forgotten CAM-WHORING! Yupz....and ehem suzy here is one of the photographer...hehe. Not with my digital camerea but with siping's. We keep snapping pictures like mad! Ok i think all words and no pictures makes this entry very boring! So heres the pictures on julie's bdae bash!

Faris's Family Bbq....

2005-12-25T00:30:00.000-08:00

Faris's Family Bbq....

Halo there.....well im here to update on his family bbq that took place on last fri (23/12). It was simply fun....considering that this is the 1st official outing that i've ever have with his family. Initially i thought that i won't be having that much of fun but all of that changes. It turns out that his family are very warm towards me. And i became exceptionally chatty with them...mainly with his mom and danish (his youngest bro)! For those who know me knows that im the quiet type and will only talk if the other party make the 1st move....instead it went the other way round that day.

The highlight of that day is that i rode the twin bicycles with his mom! Can u believe that??? Hehehe it was quite fun.....we manages to talk alot during the short ride to bedok jetty. The conversation revovle mainly around holidays. Well i think i did ok for starters.....hehe so scared that i will say something wrong and getting my daughter-in-law points deducted....haha....and as for his youngest bro....i think i managed to break the ice by playing around with his 'V -Rex' Dinosaur and KingKong miniature toys. Before this, the little guy is so cold towards me! Hmmph! But im glad that this bbq outing makes me closer with his family. I personally think that its very important.....for future means...hehe.....forgive me for being to long-sighted yah.

Oerall i truly enjoy myself that day and I truly feel that im part of their family. Their hospitality and warmness towards me is so genuine and I feel truly blessed....

FARIS I LOVE YOU SOOOO MUCH!

2005-12-18T23:42:00.000-08:00

My Advanced Birthday Gift!

Halo....im so happy! Finally finally i got the birkenstock! I dun mean to be a cheapo....but i think buying birkenstock is such a waste of money....becos its so expensive! To me it is expensive! Yup its $99! Imagine giving $100 note and getting a $1 coin back!

Haha but anw im not the one forking out the money and yet im complaining...hehe actually faris is the one who bought it for me. Its actually my advanced bdae gift! Hehe i wanted the birks so badly but i don't want to use my own money to buy it so the solution is.....get somebody to buy it for me lah...understand? Haha nvm pyschotic me.....anw im still wondering wat is he gonna plan for my bdae bash? Haha issit gonna be a romantic one? Haha but seriously im not the romantic kind of girl....i rather have a fun-filled bdae bash....for example like going sentosa and riding the luge(i really wana try that!) or ride the bungy max....hehe crazy huh?

Overall actually you can considered that im a low-maintenance girlfren....for example i like cheap stuffs.....the cheaper the better....you noe some ppl tot that i bought my clothes from some famous brand when i actually bought it for like $15! Hehe its a compliment to me actually. Cheap is Chic rite......

Well today is so enjoyable! Met up with all of them (those just came back frm attachment)! I really missed jirin and suzlyna! Well thats all!
Gotta Run!!!! Bye!

Im Back!

2005-12-15T18:33:00.000-08:00

Im Back!

Finally after almost 1 month im back.....sorry for being a noti girl and not been religiously updating my blog....just dun have the mood....it kinda fades away....
I guess im more to the type that doesn't publish my own problems in my blog but to keep it to myself or confide in my loved ones....
But u might tink its dumb rite coz ablog is like a virtual diary and thats where u pour out all ur miseries rite....haiz k from now on i'll be a good good girl and update my blog religiously. Promise!

Anw nothing much have been going on (thats one of the reason i didn't update)....k till then thats bt all....PS: Julez nice blog!

Boring Month!

2005-11-18T19:00:00.000-08:00

Boring Month!

Halo peeps.....woah this is about the longest time i hadn't update my blog. Sorry been real bz...with schools and stuffs....and haha nothing to update on. Well this month is a boring boring month for me. u must be thinking how about raya outings? Well.....surprised surprised....i hadn't enjoy this year raya as much as last year and the year b4......this year raya is totally dead for me.

K quick trackback to what i've been doing for the past 3 weeks. First day went to all the necessary houses....the nite of raya me & family in my sis new smelling Toyota Wish went to malacca to my Grandma house....it was ok. Spending raya in kampung style. But i dunno why but i feel so dead this raya. God....i shouldn't have wasted my money on the clothing if i've known this year raya going to be this dead.

Well enuf of pessimistic me! haiz....anw i've got good news! I've got a part-time job oredi! Well....seriously i can't live without working. Well....i feel awkward seriously asking my dad for money thou some of u might say that im still schooling and its his responsibility. Its just that im so used to find my own allowance that the idea of askin' money from my dad seem so unbearable. Haiz.....so yupz....got a job as a waitress at a cafe name Softeria at alumni association in the SGH compound. This is all thanks to my ex-manager, clement. If it has not been for him i dunno what to do. Im so grateful to him. He has been helping me alot foe the past 3 years. Knowing him has been a pleasure to me. And im so happy that hes going to be a father soon! Yeah!

Well tml is going to be raya outing for my sec sch mates....but im kinda sad that fadhilah and zirah and nisa and mabe radin cannot join for the outing tml! Haiz....this was supposed to be a get-together thingy and they cannot attend. They can onli go on Sunday but the thing is....on Sunday i have poly raya outing! Im so torn.......haiz....but nevertheless....im going tml and i really wana enjoy myself....let go of the idea that this raya is so dead.

k so much of talking....well for movies i've watched exorcism of emily rose. Its a good movie to catch u noe. The movie is not the kind that will scared u out of your wits but its enough to get you thinking of demons and evil spirits. Well i admit that i believe that theres such thing as demons and evil spirits. They exist....it is said so in my religion and possession? It may happen too u noe. Furthermore the movie is based on true story so its kinda chilly to think that it can actually happen to you. Well another movie worth catching is Sky High! Well if you u're think its too kiddish for you, you're so wrong....coz the movie is amazing. It plays around with your imagination about super heroes. Its a fun-loving movie for the whole family....and its funny too. Go catch it, u won't regret it.

Well see this is what happen if i hadn't update my blog for very long time. Did i say in the beginning of my blog that i have nothing to update on...such an irony huh. Haha I will tend to stretch and stretch and the outcome is a long-winded compo like this. Hahaha but you don't have to read this if you don't want too...it was merely and purely my irrational rantings. So much said...i think gtg now....bubbyez...........

Changi Prison Experience

2005-10-13T14:00:00.000-07:00

*What An Experience~SuZy & The ChoColate Factory!!!*

Halo ppl....sorry for not updating yah....been real bz. Im working part-time u noe.
wana noe where? Believe it or not its at Changi Prison!!!Hang on....before u make all kind of assumptions of wat work im doing there let me clarify your doubts yah.

Actually my ex-manager, clement, call me up and ask me whether im willing to help out his fren in bakery line...pay is not bad $7/hr....so i ask him where? He replied that its actually at Changi Prison. I was like wat???? I realli tot that he was joking with me....but actually hes not! Im shocked. But with that kind of pay....its hard to resist the offer. Too tempting and furthermore im doing nutink at home.

Wana noe wat exactly i do there? Well i dipped biscuits into hot melting chocos....be it white chocolates or dark chocolates it all looks deliciously tempting. Dipping eclair into melting chocolates....piping the chocolate mousse inside the eclair.....piping the bluberry on the cheesecakes....the chocolate truffle cakes looks so devilish....omigod....suffice to say im in a chocolate heaven there....everything just looks heavenly good....and yupz....IM FASTING.
Thats the drawback.....but all of these is cobaan rite? But good news....i found out that i can't fast on tues....so wat else i pig out on the eclairs and the fruit cakes all....yummy!

Im so sorry if you will be dripping saliva and fantasize bout chocolates after reading my entry....esp those who are fasting. Anw did i tell u guys that i actually work with inmates??? Yupz...thats the most interesting part....to see how they perform at work...the genuine interest they show in learning...to see them so hardworking....im just so fazed. Ppl do make mistakes in life yah....and i believe that they have reform....and its such a pity u noe seeing them like that. I believe they deserve a second chance....thats why they promoting this yellow ribbon for the ex-convicts to have a better life when they're out later.

Anw the security there is so tight....it took me at least 15 minutes to walk from outside the prison to my workplace....but all in all im happy that i've been given a chance to work there.
Apart from that nothing much have been going on....anw i want to take this chance to wish all muslims out there Selamat menjalankan ibadah puasa.....may u all have a fruitiful ramadan...insyallah...

So i'll update again...till then...cya!

Faris Advanced Bdae Celebration

2005-10-04T13:15:00.000-07:00

*Faris Advanced Bdae Celebration*

Halo ppl....its been a while since i update my blog....bz with work. Today finally....FINALLY i can stay at home and rest. Yeah! After 11 weeks of hard work, i think i deserve a break.

Well last sat, i decided to have an advance bdae celebration for my dear faris. Its because his bdae fell on the 1st day of ramadan so we decided to celebrate it earlier. It was fun...we have fun...hehe thou I have ensure him that i have planned out everything.
Too bad my plan didn't work! Haha how typical of me....not a planner....never will be. So we forgo the movie watching and decided to head down to seoul garden to eat instead.
Why seoul garden u may ask.....hehe call me cheapo cos faris got this seoul garden voucher that entitles you to 1 free adult buffet on ur bdae month. So i decided why not rite? Free adult buffet at seoul garden is hard to resist....so i ended up paying only $32 dollars...hehe....cheap rite...dinner buffet summore.

As usual when it comes to eating....u can rely on both me & faris. We both eat like PIGS! I think we try almost all the foods there. Gosh imagine sitting there and eating for 3 solid hours! Yupz thats us....we really make the most of the money we fork out. Why go and spent so much and ended up eating so little? After that we went for photo taking.....along the way met up with aisyah and her beau, wan. Well we talk for a while then unfortunately they have to make a move. Too bad. We walk and walk till we reach Benjamin Sheares bridge. A pituresque view i must say. The view of the Singapore River with the tongkang passing by every & then with the tall skyscraper buildings that lights up the city.....totally breathtaking. Who would have guess Singapore can be really pretty at nite. Definately a perfect spot to snap up some pics.

Then we walk to marina bay just to chill under the stars and talking.....it was pretty romantic...hehe well i shan't go into details yah....haha.....anw i bought him this unique converse shoes....nice!

For now.....heres the picture we have taken on that day!

The Pressie!

TiRed!

2005-09-22T13:15:00.000-07:00

TIREDSLEEPYRESTLESSBOREDMOODY

Sorry for not religiously updating my blog yah...been bz. Real bz. Guess what?

I've been working for more than 12 hours almost everyday....carry heavy boxes, things....and on top of that got scoldings from my manager.All of this is becoz we are shifting offices...i guess im so 'suey' to be attached during this period of time! I think all in alll i've pack almost 50 plus boxes...can u imagine that?

I have been in this state for 2 weeks in a row now and yesterday i just realised i have enuf of this shit! yest 1st time in 2 weeks that i knock off from office 6pm sharp. It felt wonderful! SOOOO GOOOD! Haiz...i can really feel the side effects from working so hard...more dark circles under my eyes....no appetite....(which is good chance for me to slim down hah!)...my eyes are willing to close shut anytime....my legs are gonna give way anytime....basically to sum up...i seriously need a break and get reacquainted with my bed!

But at least admist all this, yesterday someone really make my day. My fren Aisyah call me up and wanted to haf lunch wif me! Im super estatic! Seriously....i felt completely lonely here and been having lunch alone for the past 2 months plus...so when somebody decide to haf lunch with me...it really brightens my day. Thanks Aisyah....for making my day! U're the best! haha maybe u don't notice it yesterday but im especially chatty man! haha i've been keeping quiet for too long....yah i mean who else i want to talk to in the office man so when i have lunch with u syah...hah i talk and talk and talk....even thought of going airwall from work! another person to thank is Andy...for having lunch with me the other time...miss u soooo much! can't wait to go back to sch! Damn i love school...(can't believe myself saying this!)

Well i so can't wait for attachment to finish! haha im counting down the end of it. haiz....and wait did i tell u guys that i don't werk myself to death for FREE? haha of coz my company paying me 5/hr for werking overtime! haha and can't wait for my pay......and going SHOPPING! should pamper myself rite....after all the hard werk i put in...heh. k will update again. Soon.

Justice is Done!

2005-09-14T12:30:00.000-07:00

Who says theres no rules & regulation in blogging?

I think u guys should have heard of the big news regarding the racist bloggers that have been arrested for their 'racist rants'. Yupz if u asked for my opinion....i should say they deserve it. BIG TIME. They have landed themselves in hot soup and they have to pay for it.
Though i never get the chance to read thier racist comments ( thank god or else i would have fumed in anger!) that they directed particularly at malay communities, the TODAY paper on 13 Sept describe that Koh was more straight to the point. Excerpt from TODAY paper:

Koh was more pointed. Peppering his blog entry with vulgarities, he directed his tirade at Malays and Muslims. His blog had a picture of a roasted pig's head with "a Halal look alike logo".

See what i mean by they landed themselves in hot soup! I personally believe that blogging or watever forum in the internet is a public place. Don't be so caught up with your feelings, hatred or emotions and just burst it out in the web. People from around the globe can read your blog for heaven's sake, and if you write something inapproriate like sensitive issues bout religions....it can easily spur the particular community....and worst racial riots that had long be gone will sadly be encourage if the bloggers are not careful with their words.

Therefore im quite happy that theres such things as the Sedition Act-Sedition actually means words or actions that make people rebel against authority.

So watch out my dear bloggers...don't write as you like...esp bout sensitive issues that will provoke a certain communities. Don't be selfish and please think that we are living in a society and not in our own world so every little comments that u make can make an impact to our society. I have no doubt that blogging is an avenue for u to relieve your stress but be considerate. As for the 2 racist bloggers, they have simply cross the border....too much i should say.

Well im glad that they are caught. Hopefully in the near future, there won't be such inconsiderate ppl in our society anymore. Let this be the last....

QuIzZeS TiMe!

2005-09-11T21:50:00.000-07:00

*QuIzZeS & MoViEs To DeStrEsS....*

This is quite cool yah...i happen to find out bout this quiz thru roxywahine's blog. Its kinda true to a certain extent...hehe why don't u guys try it. Besides its something additional and meaningful to put on your blog rather than u read about me going on and on and on about my boring life rite.
Your Birthdate: Jan 4

Being born on the 4th day of the month should help make you a better manager and organizer.
You may be more responsible and self-disciplined than you realize.
Sincere and honest, you are a serious and hard working individual.

Your feelings are likely to seem somewhat repressed at times.
The number 4 has something of an inhibiting effect on your ability to show and express affections, as feeling are very closely regulated and controlled.
You are apt to be much more practical, rational, and conscious of details.
There is a good deal of rigidity and stubbornness associated with the number 4.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Blogging Type Is the Private Performer

Your blog is your stage - with your visitors your adoring fans.
At least, that's how you write with your witty one liners.
And while you like attention, you value your privacy.
You're likely to have an anonymous blog - or turn off comments.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

K enough of quizzes let me talk bout the 2 movies i've watched last weekend.
On thursday, i went to watch The Longest Yard....its definately worth watching! Its so damn funny and inspiring. Juz what i needed since the whole week have been so sucky for me. I enjoy the movie throughout the whole 2 hours. Though it may seem like any typical hooligans-becum-good movies, its definately manage to makes me laugh out loud. So for all the movie buffs out there...if u're feeling stress out or juz need to laugh off all your misery...go and catch The Longest Yard...i promise u'll have a rollng good time.

Then on Sat, me & faris went to Johor to catch a malay movie. This time we went to see KL Menjerit 1. Hmm....should have not watched the movie coz its kinda boring. Should have guess that Bade Hj. Azmi movie will always turn out like that. He always tries to be something different but nah...don't really caught my attention. Apart from the "hollywood" like cinematography....the plot and story is quite bland....so i think its much more worth it if u buy the VCD instead of catching the movie.

Peaceful Weekend

2005-09-06T15:30:00.000-07:00

*Peaceful + Pollution-less Weekend*

Halo peeps! Last friday me & my whole family went for a short gateaway to malacca...oops! well actually i wasn't supposed to say it was a gateaway coz we're visiting my sick grandma. It turn out to be a stress reliever vacation i shd say....juz sitting down outside the house with fresh wind blowing on your faces...hens and duck making noises...the kampung smell...all of it makes me feel so peaceful...

As for my grandma's condition, haiz...hard to comment. Her condition worsen since the last time we saw her. She babble to herself, she can't sit down on her own moreover stand up and walk...so she really depends on us for help. Its a pity seeing her like that u noe...so helpless.
She reminds me of my late mum...but my grandma is better off coz she can talk and she recognise some of us....but my mum....totally 'vegetable'. HAiz...in retrospect, i wish my mum will not suffer that long....2 and a half years of pain. HAiz...its ok its not good to reminisce rite aniway shes been gone for almost 8 years now. May she rest in peace. INsyaallah...amin.

Hehe im starting to get all melancholic toking bt this...but dun worry i won't brood over the things that has past. Aniway i really enjoy the trip to malacca thou its short but its definately worth it....and guess what? We didn't squeeze into the small hyundai matrix like the other time! This time round, we rent a MPV--->Mitsubishi Chariotte.

Eh yesterday went johor with faris andguess what we did?
EAT! EAT! EAT!
1st eat kway teow kerang, then we eat ikan 3 rase (fish with 3 flavours?), oyster sauce kailan and fried rice....wait! Do i get ur mouth watering here? hehe too bad no pic to put as evidence or else u all will be drooling for sure. Heh.

K lah apart from that nothing much been happening. U don't want to get me started on my irrational rantings rite..hehe...k thats all byezzzzz.

Fabulous Saturday

2005-08-30T13:30:00.000-07:00

*Fabulous Saturday*

Halo peeps...i noe maybe its kinda backdated for me to update on my 'date' on last saturday (27/08). But wadda hell...i might as well share my joyous moments with u guys.

As u may have known, last fri (26/08) is my 5-year anniversary with faris. Well we decided to celebrate on sat since we got the whole day. Though belated, we manage to make full use of the whole saturday. We had the greatest time though faris is sick (flu...slight fever). I noticed that on special occasion like this he often fall sick...haiz wat to do maybe it jinx.

Anw the highlight of the day is neither the lunch at swensens nor the endless photo taking but it was the conversation we've had on that day. Yupz...puzzled? Haha yup i truly enjoy the conversation we've had....we talk & talk & talk endlessly despite the mucus that comes out of his nose like running tap water...haha i do have to say i enjoy every bit of our conversation. Yes every tiny weeny bit...

That brought me to a conclusion. Communication is a powerful tool in a relationship! W/O it the relationship will failed and thus thats why many couples end up arguing non-stop with each other just bcos of lack of communication or communication breakdown. Well im just glad that so far me & faris do not suffer from serious communication breakdown.

Well enough of me trying to sound like aunt agony.
Well for now i let the pictures do the talking......a picture paints a thousand words.

5 year anniversary

2005-08-26T15:30:00.000-07:00

Happy 5 years anniversary to you my darling...this poem is just for you..

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

GoSsIpS!

2005-08-22T17:30:00.000-07:00

GoSsIpS!

I was sitting down on my table doing some shitty work when i suddenly heard it again. Those whispery voices. Full of insults and hatred. Please spare me just this once...i don't need to hear anymore office gossips! Argh...its driving me crazy. Seriously whether i choose to hear it or not...it doesn't matter coz it still manage to reached my poor ear. For heavens sake can't they just don't talk bad about others for a split second.

Well im not saying that im a saint either but at least i don't go around bad-mouthing others and pretending to be extra nice in front of them (the person u've insulted). Totally hypocritical. I guess i have to face the fact that this is a working life and these kind of things are bound to happen. I mean its so totally different from schooling (like duh!), u guys talk bout the latest movies, the in thing, joking and laughing but working life you are on your own. I have made a conclusion here...if later im going into working life the lessons to be kept in mind are: Do not trust others, or at least get too close/involved with ur colleagues coz you will not know what you're walking into. Guys...u should really heed my advice. I mean i think they totally have no life. Even bring office conversation to lunch. Doing more sins again. I think they seem to enjoy bad-mouthing others...its their pastime...hehe.

Well i really do not regret not being invited to lunch with them coz it'll be dead boring! And yah of course, my poor ear needs to be spared...enough is enough.

Just Thoughts

2005-08-11T15:15:00.000-07:00

*Just Thoughts*

It just dawned on me how time flies....I've been doing lotsa thinking nowdays. About my life actually. How my life will be down the road...what the future holds?

I've been thinking about this alot lately and even have endless conversation about this with dear faris. If only life is like a fairytale,How convenient will it be. But no matter how bad we want our life to go our way, reality sets in...Bills to pay, problems to solve, school to juggle & headache about the ever inreasing cost of living here...
How will i ever manage? Can i cope in the future? Life is not as simple especially if u're living in singapore...money is everything. Without money u can't survive....

I hope i can succeed in my relationship and as well wif my studies....i really wana settle down with faris insyaallah...thinking bout the future always makes me feel scared...questions after questions i ask myself can i do it? will i be able to find a job? can i built a stable career? and also all the what 'ifs' playing in my head....i think sometimes i think too much...im too concern bout the future rather than whats happening at the present moment. That can be my flaw but it can also be my strength.

Whatever it is i hope everthing turns out good and as planned with God willing of coz...kk enough of me bull sh***ing. Gtg....outz.
Just feel like putting these up.

CrAzY AnTiCs Of 2 VeRy LuNaTiC & EccEnTrIc FrIenD + SouLmAtE.

lalalalalala

2005-08-08T09:30:00.000-07:00

lalalalalala

Halo peeps...first and foremost...I MISS U GUYS!!! And Haha i esp miss the foods in sch...so cheap and delicious...esp the laksa at food juction...hah thou its so oily and i got this guilty feeling everytime i ate it but....the feeling of eating the laksa is so damn shiok! Guilty Pleasures needs to be satisfied. Now as im recollecting the laksa taste, at the same time im drooling too, i can imagine taking that sip of that laksa omigod!....yupz early in the morning and im only just starting work...lunch time is like 3 more hrs away and im thinking about food...rite.

Yeah so National Day is tml yah...the only thing that makes everybody so damn excited bout this day is....THE FIREWORKS of course...yah so much bout the sense of belonging...we all get excited bout minor things like fireworks. Hahaha lame as it is...im one of those ppl. Every year without fail....i would go to marina south to see the ever splendid and manigficent fireworks! Of course accompanied by digi cam and video camera...supplied by Mr.Omar Faris of course. His dad really a gadget guy u noe...he told me that his dad just bought the latest canon digi cam...which cost a boom! Haiz i think in order to be a gadget person u need to have the $$ kaching...no money no talk...haha....thats how life revovles nowdays...around money...

Well i think i've crap enough....gtg now...B4 im caught typing my blog's entry...hehe notti me! But hey i feel like im in a cemetery or something...so damn quiet and boring here....and when i try to talk to them i feel as thou im talking to the damn thick wall...huh! Im getting used to that...don't u worry.....hehe. K Bye for now....

James Patterson

2005-08-02T14:30:00.000-07:00

James Patterson

Halo sorry for not updating yah...bz and furthermore my computer is protesting against me...haiz. Aniways Life has been ok so far...its like a routine almost everyday...its same shit different day as faris likes to say it. I think im not suited for desk-bound jobs...life is so dull...i prefer running around and communicating with others. Haiz...until now im still not sure what i wana do in the future. Lets leave that to fate i guess.

Well actually i cant wait to get my hands on James Patterson Women's Murder Club Book-4th of July! If only im richer, i got spare cash, i would have bought the book. I've been an avid reader of James Patterson Women's Murder Club series...so far i've read all 3: 1st to die, 2nd Chance & 3rd Degree. Im in love with all 3! But if u ask me to choose between all 3, The best will be 2nd chance. Why u may ask. Because its absolutely thrilling! If u love watching CSI, then u will love his books. His stories are full of suspense that it is almost impossible for u to put down. All the stories are about crime. I dunno since when i start loving crime books...its so typical of me to choose love stories books compared to crime. I think CSI played a part in influencing my liking for books now.

The Island

2005-07-27T11:30:00.000-07:00

TIRED......

Yesterday nite went JB with Faris and finally get to catch the movie, The Island. Nice movie...thou im not the biggest fan of futuristic kind of movie, this one simply caught my attention. I rate 4/5. But the movie is so damn long! i think close to 3 hrs! so u imagine the movie starts at 9.35pm, and it finish ard 12.15am...me and faris even thought of leaving the theatre half-way for fear that there'll be no bus anymore . We are lucky thou...the last 170 leaves m'asia at 12.51am.

I think that i got a fever...must be due to the lack of sleep....haiz....ok lah gtg....byez...

I miss sch....seriously....

2005-07-26T18:00:00.000-07:00

I miss sch....seriously....

Halo everybody....i really start to miss sch....soooo much....not becos of the studies thou. I MISS moi FRIENDS! After reading their blogs, esp Andy's, i was so sad that im close to tears (ok i exaggerate!). I felt like i have no life....sitting here in the office...facing this computer for 8hrs...and even to the extend of eating in the office. The thing is i can't blend in with the ppl in the office coz 1st: Im the youngest. 2nd: They never ask me out to lunch (sad i noe...). 3rd : I am the one and only attach students here. So u pity me now???

Haiz...u guys should appreciate and cherished your friendship whilst you still close to your friends...i find that friends are very important in life...without friends life will be so dull and grey. Friends are the ones that painted our life, make it more colorful and memorable...I have never really enjoyed my school years until im in POLY (thats the truth coz poly studies less stressful!)...so to all my NYP friends....i miss u so badly. Im being too emotional i noe...but i can't help it...im going crazy...everyday is like a routine...i seldom laugh these days...im all alone...so sad...(ok stop tat self-pity of yours suzy!). Well...i realised that this entry of mine is like calling ppl to sympathize me...haha...well pls do and pls share your condolences to my tagboard!

Brand New Start!

2005-07-18T13:30:00.000-07:00

Brand New Start!

Halo peeps....sorry for not updating yah...bz doing my Final year project presentation lah and preparing for attachments these past few days...aniway believe it or not right here right now im typing my post at my office....haha im sitting at my own workstation and facing this computer and typing my post! Well half of the day is gone and so far so goood. Work is not a lot....because the admin manager,Brenda,who is in charge of me is on a 2-week seminar in USA. The office is so quiet! Just me, Chayanid (the accountant) & Uma. 3 ppl onli! haha anw Uma is the one previously attached to this company...shes from nyp btw...and im here to replace her...she came down today personally just to assists me! How sweet...;)

Aniway enuf is said for my attachment and lets go back to my final presentation. Guess what? It went well!!! yahoo! Mr Siva & Ms Monica Tan are both in their good mood that day! They didn't ask so many uestions and best part is that they didn't ask bout the coding at all...*phew*. Anw im so grateful and blessed that everything turn out fine....hopefully my life will be this smooth always...Insyaallah. Aniway tml i got 1 full day leave! Yahoo! Becos that day remember during sch hrs i came down here for 2 days? yupz...they didn't take that for granted...instead they grant me 2 half day leave. So chayanid advise me to take the leave before thurs as brenda will be cuming back on thurs. So she said to me either i can take 1/2 day leave on 2 mornings and come back in the afternoon or take 1 full day leave tml. I choose the latter as tml aniway is my going out day with faris. So there you go i've updated my blog! gtg...Byez.

..:Blood Donation Drive:..

2005-07-06T16:10:00.000-07:00

..:Blood Donation Drive:..

Hola peeps! Juz now at about 1.30pm i decided to do something meaningful...yesh as u can guess from my entry title...donating blood. Heard bout the blood donation drive from natalie and ken while they're talking bout it in the lab. It was an unplanned decision i should say...i mean i have thought of donating blood since last year but keep postponing it due to lesson's time keep clashing with the blood donation time. Suffice to say i finally did it and i am so happy thinking that my blood will be used to save lives. Due to my weight, 48kg (ehem step kurus!), they only can take 1 bag of my blood. Hmmph should be fatter...hehe...then can save lives more!

Anw i waited around 1 hr plus...but it doesn't seem long though cos of the nice music they're playing...imagine all nice RnB songs...hehe. Anw theres 6 stations altogether. Firstly u have to register by filling up this form. God i didn't expect them to ask lotsa sex questions in the form...hehe luckily im still a big 'V' so not so paiseh lah cos at the register counter, both the nurses in-charge are malay aunties. Anw after registration counter i proceed to the health screening counter. They check my weight,blood pressure (B.P) and some question about my health and stuffs. Initially i was worried that i didn't pass the B.P test cos i used to have very low B.P back in secondary school. luckily everything's fine and i proceed to counter 3 - do survey, counter 4 - f ill up my particulars,counter 5 - prick my finger to withdraw a tiny bit of my blood supposedly to check whether i have enuff blood or not. Then wait for my turn for my precious blood to be extracted...hehe.

I sat on the semi-lie-down blue chair, then the nurses started doing their job. Firstly they swab my arm with this yellow solution supposedly to clean my skins-make it free of germs. Then she started to take off this needle, not that long but its quite painful. That injection is to numb my arm....when i heard that im so relief! That means throughout the whole process i won't feel anything at all. After that she took the longest needle i have ever seen in my life! The needle is connected to the blood bag. Hehe funny seeing so much blood came out of my arm to fill the bag. Haiz...but all of this is for a good cause rite? Well got freebies. A red cap, on it written SPH RED CHALLENGE. Well if u ask me if i'll donate my blood again?
Yupz im definately up for another blood donation if theres a chance!

Liberation Wonderland Remix Rawks!

2005-07-04T22:00:00.000-07:00

Liberation Wonderland Remix Rawks!

Halo peeps! enough of Mr. PG. Now this entry is about me....solely about me..hehe. Anw on sat i went for Liberation Wonderland Remix held at sentosa fountain garden. It was a blast! For first few hours...it was quite lifeless i should say but frm 3am onwards the party starts to get wild and everybody starts dancing to the grooves man...

We reached early around 10+pm...at that time the party haven't even started yet...there were lots of ppl mostly angmohs...shd i say 80% of the crowd that nite consists of angmohs. We sat around and by 1pm then we starting dancing. We danced and danced until our clothes are soaking wet with perspiration! Though the place is open air, it still feels quite stuffy. Azimah my fren attracted lotsa guys i should say...hehe first angmoh guys then malays...hehe. At first while the 3 of us were standing, there this cute angmoh guy purposely bump into zimah ( it was damn obvious then he did it on purpose!) then he started asking us 'u guys doing good?'(good pick-up line). Then he started to chit chat wif us and even ask us to dance with him on top of the platform. But when he ask us 'just the 3 of u guys here?' then when we replied that we're here with faris and sahar, i swear that u can see the disappointment on his face! He was like ' o man! shit!' but he talk to faris and sahar for a while then excuse himself. Funny! hehehe....then while we were on the dance floor, this malay guy tried to grind with me frm the back when i obviously dancing with faris. I rotate myself so that faris is in frnt of him instead! hah! Then he move to azimah...yo....they stick together for the rest of the morning man...dancing together...

Well bottomline: we have loads of fun that nite or shd i say morning...got back at 7am...can't wait to crashed into my comfy bed! hehe...anw will put up the pics we have taken real soon...
As promised the pics...

Pyschotic guy story.........

2005-07-04T09:40:00.000-07:00

Pyschotic guy story.........

On last fateful friday as i was watching indonesian sinetron with ma daddy, the unthinkable happens. The pyschotic guy msg me! I was so damn stupid to have msg him the last time using my number...should have use websms or something...like duh! Aniways im going to relate this story to all of my fellow bloggers. So heres how the sms-ing bet me and him goes:

PG( Psychotic Guy ) : Hi! Watcha Doing?

Me:Kemas rumah (tidy the house). Quite Busy.

PG( Psychotic Guy ) : Sorry menggangu...Nak pindah eh? (sorry for disturbing...u wana shift house issit?)

Me:Nolah...just routine housework onli...

PG( Psychotic Guy ) :O ok...No la actually i'm feeling bored...So jus disturb all my frens...btw can i get ur frens num?

Me:ino...u want u ask them urself lah. im a very amanah person, i dun give ppl num anyhow.

PG( Psychotic Guy ) :U help me ask can pls? I really seldom see them...

Me ( fuming mad!): u wana noe sumthink! u are like so damn desperate u noe that. anw my fren make it clear that they are so not interested.

PG( Psychotic Guy ) : O really! I'm jus trying to be friendly wif u all...If u think i'm so desperate den it's up to you all...i realised dat girls nowdays are so conservative...Anyway don wana argue wif u...I'm sori if u don't like it wen i ask so much things from u...

Me: so wassup wif the sexist comment? tot new age guys suppose to b more upfront. u saying that we girls are conservative? Pls..how bout u then? if u're really a gentleman, u will approach the gal u like urself lah. Nt thru some middle person! ur way is like so damn old! way back to my sec sch days man! anw wats wrong wif me and my frens of don't wana get to noe other guys? at least im better off then some typical bitch nowdays! U really dun take no for an ans yah. tsk tsk.

PG: Ok la suzy...i'm sori...i feel hurt when u say dat i'm so desperate...wat u say is true la...But i can't take it wen u said im not a gentleman...Anyway i told you already i don wan 2 argue about this....

Pls take a note here, I already stopped messaging him since he says he dun wana argue, it's fine wif me lah but out of a sudden...that extremely pyscho go and message me AGAIN!

PG: Ya la ya la...wateva it is la...anw i feel bad noeing gals nowdays especially malays...giving me full of craps...its been very disappointing...

me (I was like wat the hell!:

Pls stop stereotyping malay gals huh! as if u urself not a malay! anw u are the one who make it clear that u dun wana argue animore! Can u pls make up ur mind or nt! Mr fickle minded. u really dun take no for an answer ya! u r one weird guy u noe that?

PG: ok ok...sori ar! Jgn msg org lagi....( don't ever msg me again...)

Ok so thats the whole sms-ing session. I dunno whether im too harsh on him or not cos retyping back these sms makes me think like im such a cold-blooded critique! Haha but i really think he deserves it though! He himself is like so damn persuasive...i already in the first place says that my frens has boyfrens and i say we can be frens in sch but outside sch i don't think so. I already gave him like so many hints that me and my frens are so not interested! Tot he got the hints but duh! hes like so damn stoooppid! I mean when we say we dun wana get to noe means we don't want! I think he is so immuned with the word 'no' that he mistook it for a 'yes'. And u guys see for urself that he already told me to stop arguing but he himself continue to msg me....haiz...irritating! Still got the cheeks to say we're conservative??? Bloody hell...i mean like why does he wants my frens num? I mean guys who noe that if the gal has a boyfriend they will steer away from those gals...i mean that is so obvious! Imagine me lah for an instance, i like this guy but he has a girlfren...i won't even dare to ask him num! If i did i would be the ultimate bitch man! To me if u ask stranger for their num that means u wana get to noe them deeper as in really deep. Called me narrow-minded but thats how i view this whole thing....

Finally new Handphone! Yeah!

2005-07-01T09:10:00.000-07:00

Finally new Handphone! Yeah!

Hola peeps! Yeah im so darn happy! Got myself a new handphone yesterday! Though its not the most expensive hp but im still happy! It motorola A668. It has 1.2 megapixels with 8x zoom complete with flash and video recorder...but unfortunately it doesn't have bluetooth or mp3 ringtones *boohoo*. Nvm it okie...anw im sick of my Sony Ericsson T610. Well...tml is the day! Going to the biggest party ever! Liberation Wonderland Remix held at Fountain Garden! Yesh! 9pm all the way to 6am...woah! Okay thats bout all....will update you bout the party on sunday then!

Pyschotic Guy has finally make his move.....

2005-06-29T17:06:00.000-07:00

Pyschotic Guy has finally make his move.....

Okie latest update bout the pyschotic guy! He actually ask one of my labmates to pass his number to me! Ewww.....then to add to the weird situation, he came to me and talk to me and says that he actually wants to be my friend and also suzlyna's fren. I specifically says that i have a bf but he insisted! He says that "Fren, fren je what...i've seen you with alot of guy fren also & summore im graduating..." Haiz....kk goosebumps start to appear liao! Haiyoh...the thing is that its not that im arrogant or wat but im seriously scared....scared of him! Hes like abnormal...just tell me which guy who wants to get to noe you will stare at you 24/7 and stalk you...okie maybe im exaggerating here a tad too much but hes creepy! I don't want to be deem as rude or arrogant...im not ok...its just that now im thinking whether i should sms him back to tell him that im not interested and mabe we can be frens in sch onli....like hi-&-bye-frens? I think i should. Haiz...that the cons of having such a soft heart...i tend to think of other ppl feelings rather than my own...kk will update more on this....

Racial cohesian?

2005-06-24T17:30:00.000-07:00

What do i think of racial cohesian?

I am aware of the links to the racism website has been pass around recently but unfortunately the entry has been either banned or removed from upsaid.com before i could even read it. The thing is that, well admist the multi-racial society i can't help but think that racism still lingers in our modern society. What im about to say are facts that we all have seen and realised but failed to voice it out for fear that we will be deem to be a 'sore loser' in the society.

Well just a thought to ponder...just think of those in navy, commandos or even pilot in SAF? Are there at least 5 or even 1 malay in either of the respective categories? I don't think so. Well although i am a Javanese, ( but generally in singapore i am being classified as malays ) I couldn't help but to notice these things and felt for my fellow malays. I think we are not given equal opportunity as those of chinese or indians. I admit it i (and im sure alot out there too) do sometimes stereotypes malays in singapore as being lazy, drug-addicts and uneducated but how about those clever, hardworking and educated malay? Have they been given a fair chance in singapore? i have to share with you the entry of this fellow blogger and well, well, well hu would have expected him to be a chi guy? The entry below says it all:

Fast forward now to the Commando Camp, one of the FAQs for commando wannabes would be: Where have the Malays gone? Yep. Former Indonesian president BJ Habibie made a big fuss out of the lack of Malays becoming Commandoes, Pilots or Officers in our SAF; apart from degrading us to a 'little red dot'. On my posting out day from BMTC, one of my Malay sergeant who was a regular lamented about not being in the Commandoes, even after applying to them four times. I myself thought about this and then reflected about the SAF's dirtiest secret. People say that there're Malays in Hendon, but unfortunately, i've yet to find one. Can you believe that I've not have a single Malay friend in the SAF, apart from my Malay instructors in Mohawk Company? My platoon had 1 Eurasian, 5 Indians and the rest Chinese. Well if I've seen a Malay so passionate about being a Commando then I could not see why he should not make it. After all, many Chinese Commandoes who're NSFs would rather 'Serve and Fuck Off', feeling that they don't deserve to be one.

courtesy of : http://zenonlee.blogspot.com/2005_04_24_zenonlee_archive.html

So i have a point here you see, sometimes (no offence yah) but i don't take that much pride whenever i converse our national pledege. "We as a citizen of singapore pledge ourselves as 1 united ppl regardless of language, race or religion..." Yupz so i make my stand. However i don't consider myself as racist. Im just merely voicing out what i think is rite...aniwae singapore is a democratic society rite...well there you go. Im done for today.

Sinetron (Drama series in indonesia) Freak!!!

2005-06-24T12:10:00.000-07:00

Sinetron (Drama series in indonesia) Freak!!!

I am officially addicted to indonesia sinetron...recently i've been watching indonesia channels alot...im actually addicted to this particular sinetron called Liontin. It is about this 2 siblings that are separated when they were young and the only thing that remind them of each other is their necklace which initially belongs to their late parents. The necklace is called liontin. And the best thing is that the soundtrack is from chrisye feat. peter pan...menunggumu which is my blog song. The sinetron is being shown mon-fri, 6pm our time at RCTI.

To think about it i think it has something got to do with my roots of being a javanese that keeps me rooted to watching indonesia sinetrons. Cos i can converse quite well in bahasa indonesia after watching tons of sinetron. I do learn bahasa indonesia quite fast too even my dad says so...hehe. Aniwae im in love with Peter Pan! Gosh...love his vocals...but i find a strinking similarity between his vocals and lifehouse frontman's vocal...just listen to the song You & Me. What do you think?
Okay then i leave you with the song menunggumu and listen to the lyrics properly very meaningful....

Weird pervertic guy...Ewwww!

2005-06-23T17:50:00.000-07:00

Esp To The Weird pervertic & pyschotic guy...Ewwww!

Halo this is a quick update yah...there is a weird,pervertic guy in my lab!!! How gross is that? He keep staring at me like everytime...when i got up to go toilet, go out of the lab, enter the lab....his creepy eyes never fail to stare at me! Lastest is that hes also staring at my friends when they come and visit me at my lab! Gosh...so eerie...wadda hell? Just thinking bout this make me have goosebumps all over...ish simpang malaikat 44...he ever once tried to stalk me home but luckily my dad fetch me that day...thank god! Actually what does he wants huh? Can please i beg him if he reads this entry...STOP STARING! Jeez......

New Found Self...

2005-06-21T12:10:00.000-07:00

New Found Self....

----------->*Dedicated to Her*<-----------

I find that being alone or shall i say independent is not that bad. For the past few weeks life has been lonely for me in sch. I've learnt to cope with it and live with it. By the way i just want to make a decent confession here, to my dear friend if she reads this i wana let u noe thanks for this as you have make me discover something that i myself dunno im capable of-true meaning of independence....i just wana say that although we're more like strangers now but i still consider u as my friend and i won't forget the happy times we've had together with all the cam-whoring all that. I just wana say that maybe what drifted us apart was because i couldn't blend in that well with you and your friends...i feel outcast...left out i shd say...but all of these prove to be an eye-opener experience to me as w/o this incident, i would still be clinging to others and continuously become dependent to others. Thanks and i miss you actually...but i think no amount of effort can change what has happen...we both tried gerl but i think it just turns out as awkward....maybe this is fate & maybe fate has something else in store for me...i wish you best of luck and remember this im not angry....i don't hate you....i still consider you as my dear friend...my classmate...

WoRrIed..........

2005-06-14T20:50:00.000-07:00

WoRrIed..........

Halo gud morning! Finally a brand new day has come again....yesterday arguement with him makes me think alot. For the past weeks truthfully we've been having small arguements here and there and i felt that we're not close anymore....i soo worried that somethiing going to happen to our relationship. Being a pessimistic as i am, i will think of the worst straight away. I felt that we are not spending time much together but what to do both of us have our own responsibilities. I prayed thst everything is going to be fine and god noes how much i love him. I love you baby and i don't want to lose you....sorry bout last nite and i promise to make this relationship work....i promise dear....

My Daddy Bdae!

2005-06-10T13:45:00.000-07:00

My Daddy Bdae Celebration!

My dad turned 66th on 2nd of june! We went out to celebrate his bdae 1 day after, which is on 3rd of june, Friday. Our famil including my dear faris had our dinner at Casa Bom Bento in which is Esmail's (my classmate) workplace. We had fun time there with bdae song being sang, candles blown, wishes made and presents given. My dad look happy and overwhelm with emotions....on the verge of tears (that my soft- hearted dad). The food was nice and the atmosphere is fantastic...everything is picture perfect that day.

Im really grateful to have such a loving and understanding dad. Despite the age barrier he understand my need as a growing teenager and now that im going into adulthood. He the best Father and Mother all in one. And a great cook too...very rare indeed nowdays. His love for my late mom is so unconditional that he chose not to remarry and put his children needs before his's....Dad u did great as a single parent! And who says that a home will be broken without a mother's touch? i love you and always will....

The Restaurant

The Birthday Yummlicious Mango Cake!

Dad cutting His Cake

Dad happy with pressie frm FOX men

Family Potrait

Dad with His Beloved Grandchildren

Diet? Impossible.....

2005-06-09T00:53:00.000-07:00

Diet? Impossible.
I just found out that diet is impossible to me. I've tried to do it. Just ask my frens...they were so shock to see me opening my lunch box full of greeny leafy stuffs & the only thing that makes it oily is the olive oil...bottomline it sux!
My so called detox diet didn't even last me for half a day!

We all know what happens with diets. The minute u cut out certain foods, the cravings overtake u until u can't see straight, u can't think properly, and the only way to get rid of the craving is to have a bite of chocolate,which soon turns into a whole bar!

If anyone knows how easy to fail it's me. Hehehehehe............

Satisfied!

2005-06-08T09:31:00.000-07:00

Satisfied!
Yeah! Yeah! I've watch a lot like love yesterday before most ppl in singapore watched it! Got jealous or not? hahaha....the story romantic comedy....storyline a bit slow i should say but overall nice....nicer than madagascar...hehehe :) Ashton kutcher is so cute....more to pretty boy...the irony of it is that amanda peet (plays emily in the movie) look so much like demi moore...maybe ashton is there when they have the actress cast selection...hehe...he specially ask for someone who look like demi moore...

Well i don't want to be a spoiler and tells the whole storyline but i definately reccommend the movie to everyone out there....the movie is overall sweet-funny. Come to think of it the way ashton (oliver in the movie) act around amanda really similar to how i act with faris. Those dumb behaviour & silly antics like squirting water to each other and act as though we're frens rather than a couple in love...

Faris and me esp like to wrestle each other until theres tis one time i sprained my ankle cos he push me too hard...we can wrestle even in the bus! There was once an old man who sits in front of us purposely move to the front seat cos i think hes quite disgusted or irritated by the noise we made...haha...and there was a time when i use a straw and squirted crysathemum tea and it landed on his shirt and pants...he took his sweet revenge by putting ice cubes inside my shirt...my goodness...sometimes i don't feel like we're a couple at all...more like bestfriends or soul mate...we even visited the playground 2gether...play the swing and his fav disgusting thing to do is to eat mashed potato and show me the contents of his mouth and threaten to spill the whole thing on me...ewww...that him for your info...

Sometimes i feel like we're bestfrens, siblings and soul mate all packed in one. I think in order to maintain a healthy and long relationship with some1 u have to be comfortable with that some1 and be yourself...show that person who u really are and don't ever keep or hide wat u're feeling. Just learn to speak up.

Shitty feelings..........

2005-06-07T20:32:00.000-07:00

Shitty Feelings....

Gud morning...yesterday i feel so sucky...shitty....lonely....all the bad feelings u can think of. Only god knows how i felt. Thank GOD that i got faris by my side...i feel so blessed. Faris is the only one can cheer me up...i sort of hate my life now....but luckily there's faris....thanks dear for everything...he advise me that don't ever let the problem overcome you, instead u overcome the problem.........

SiStEr'S NiTe OuT!

2005-06-02T08:50:00.000-07:00

SiStEr'S NiTe OuT!

Gud MorNing...another new day has just started...I just wanna wish Happy 66th Birthday To My Beloved Dad! May U'll Be Bless Wif Good Health & May U'll Live Till U'll See Ur Youngest Daughter [me of cos!] Got Married...Insyaalah...Amin.

Yesterday i have lotsa fun going out wif my sister...we went shopping for our dad's bdae gift & for ourslves too [haha]. Aniwae we went bugis...tot of getting him a new pair of shoes becos heard that world of sports is having sale but it turns out that it doesn't have any sale[too bad]...i can swear that i saw the article in newpaper a week ago, maybe at certain outlets only. We end up getting my dad a fox men's shirts...i realised they have cool shirts design at affordable prices...hmm...quite worth it. We got him 3 shirts. He is sure to like the gifts cos all his t-shirts are those old ones kinda worn out oredi.

I realise that my sister is super duper spendthrift. Woah...i have to practically tell her off when she says she wants to buy 2 bras when she really need just one...yesterday she spent her money on this slimming products from Herbalife which cost her a bomb! She keeps on complaining bout her expanding waistline and bulging tummy.

We went watson's becos she wanted to search for her compact powder. I introduce her to tis brand that i myself is using which is In 2 It~frm Japan. at 1st shes quite reluctant bout trying new stuffs but i told her why do u have to get expensive stuffs [she wanted to get body shop's compact powder]. The In 2 It compact powder is onli $19.90 plus u get free refill...yeah so worth it. Then can u just imagine staying inside watson's for an hour. i betcha her husband won't even stay around for half an hour. Whats new anyway? Tell me bout it guys! Luckily im quite patient and i just go along with her antics. She keeps on trying the sample blusher on the back of her hand to see if the color matches her skins. Then she keeps on trying different lipstick color on my hand too. God wat a mess! Then she really wanted to see tis particular lipstick color but theres no sample for that particular color so she open a new one! haiz thats my sis....

Anw after that we went bugis village then she got herself a pair of slippers and she pay for my new red hot birkenstock sandals! yeah! Then we went to kfc to eat our dinner....i really enjoyed going out wif her...Thanks sis...*Love U Muacks*....tml gonna have dinner at Casa Bom Vento to celebrate ma daddy's bdae!

AnoTheR BoRiNg DaE.....

2005-06-01T10:45:00.000-07:00

AnoTheR BoRiNg DaE.....

Halo again...haiz it seems that the word bored/boring is embedded into my lips and head...i experience boredom like 47hrs/per wk...in tis sucky boring lab...im starting to hate my life, but only during school hrs yupz. The only tym im really looking forward to is when its tym to go home...damn how i love just typing that!...GO HOME! argh...hope my misery will be gone soon...haha FAT HOPE!

Well yest had a fun tym going johor & watching Madagascar though me and him dun really enjoyed the movie so much. They make such a big hoo-haa over this pixer production animation but only to turned out lame...haiz...the 1st part of the show is nice though...funny...but the plot is no good...anw i prefer shrek2 than tis...truthfully tis animation is not reccomended...trust me on that...mabe u can enjoy a few laugh here and there but it will soon bore u...the jokes are too adult-like and the storyline sux too.

The thing about animation nowdays is that they're trying to make the movie towards the adult theme rather than making it kiddy like just like nemo and lilo and stitch kind...those kind of animations are dying! [save em']...shark tale is no good either...although they tried to put big stars like will smith and current one on madagascar is ben stiller. But i must say that i like the giraffe-dumb-idiotic-clumsy-physcotic character which is played by David Schwimmer. Hes the dumbest but nevertheless the funniest...hahaha...

GerLs DaY OuT!!!

2005-05-31T10:47:00.000-07:00

GerLs DaY OuT UpDaTe!!!

HaLo once again...haiz i fell pretty bad for not updating bout the gerls day out! hehe cos im werking on weekends so no tym to update...

AnyWays...I Truly enjoy our gerls day out on last fri, 27th ...wish could do it all over again...
Ok i was the 1st to arrive...second suzlyna then jirin...hamizah...star karat...hehe she the last one to arrive. Then we ate our dinner at sakura...didn't enjoy the food...prefer puncak at far east...then we walk and walk took pict at the underground walkway leading to esplanade...took crazy picts...making fun of ourselves...then we happen to come across this mini concert 1st tis hip hop thigy then with nick shen and gina tan singing those mellow love songs..then this French group playing saxaphone and making a fool out of the audience but they were funny though...then took some more picts then go home. There...summarizes the whole event.

DeDiCaTed To HaJiRiN...
Jirin was actually eyeing this particular policemen [she has soft spot for man in uniform particularly policemen] who is on duty...well she keep saying that he look at us *no shame* hehe...well to that policeman whoever u are...Shes interested!

DeDiCaTeD To SuzLyNa...
This gerl really persistent in making her request come true...haha she wanted to take pictures at the running track and she keeps on bugging us to take her pict at the runnig track...unfortunately theres lotsa ppl so we managed onli to captured blurry image...

DeDiCaTeD To HaMizAh...
IzAh bring used batteries in hoping that it has some life or power in it but unfortunately all the batterries that she brought for her digicam are useless! That shows how thrity she was...then went to mama shop at esplanade to buy batt and air..then she fret about the cost of the batt and air...to make matter worse, just so happen outside theres a man selling drinks at $1 each...poor gerl...

We AuToGrAph TiS!

WaH HoW We MaNaGe To SiT So cOmFoRtAbLy???

SwEeT!

We RaWkS!

SuCk It!!!

RuSh HoUr....

2005-05-31T09:00:00.000-07:00

RuSh HouR.....

Halo morning....i juz reach sch...damn im late but luckily i arrive at just the rite time...they are about to sign the attendance...*phew*. I actually put my alarm at 6.45am but i just couldn't bring myself to wake up! I can still change my alarm to 7am! haha then my baby called at 6.52am...gosh i was so angry! haha cos i was engrossed sleeping and enjoying the moment of coziness of my bed when the phone rang! i happen to put my hp at level 5...damn. I sound quite pissed when i answered his called...poor him...did nutink wrong but kena scolded...*apologies to you dear*.

Anw i rush to the bus-stop cos obviously it was too late 4 me to catch the train. i was standing at the bus-stop happily playing with my coin [ stupid me ] when suddenly i dropped my $1 coin! Damn....i was frantically searching for it & at last i gave up...i waited so long for the bus...15mins! well in the bus i took out my hp and guess wat? my $1 coin dropped inside my bag..woohoo so happy...of cos $1 can come in handy u noe...can buy nasi lemak at my sch for just $1! anw i reach orchard ard 8.15 then rush to get the train and slept thru my whole journey to sch...

I dunno why nowdays i feel so tired...mabe becoz my weekly schedule very hectic...work on wkends, schooling on wkdays...haiz...thats life! anw im gonna watch movie today!!! that all folks...

YeaH TodaE MeEtinG ThE GaLs!!!

2005-05-26T22:15:00.000-07:00

YeaH TodaE MeEtinG ThE GaLs!!!

Halo Gud Afternoon! yesh finally todae i enjoyed myself for 2 specific reasons...first of all i've had a 'very good-not- lonely-eating-alone-morning' becos i went to ang mo kio for breakfast with natalie,angel and darren. i ate cheese prata (damn nice! ) at S11...we talk and laugh...& yesh after so long i hunger for company, just someone to laugh and talk to you & discuss everything any subject under the sun. After that scrumptious breakfast we went to play pool. Yeah its kinda fun though i sux at it. hahaha....;)

And todae is the day im going to mit my GerlFrens! So happy! Miss all the 3 of them sooooooooo much! Meeting them at 6pm at cityhall...izah, jirin and suzlyna! yeah and iza gonna bring her digital camera! gonna have lotsa fun! I think everybody needs friends in their life just someone to stick to you through thick and thin...

Haiz im counting days to my baby's interview on 31st May...thats like 4 days away onli! Maybe GOD have something in store for me...other plans...mabe all of this happens for a reason. I knew i have to let him go as this will determine our future. With this, it'll be an opportunity for him to sign on with the army...

Seriously, i dunno when or how we grew so close in the sense that we're inseparable. We did everything together, hes like my shadow and even my soul mate. He truly understands me inside out although we have occasional fights but that just makes our relationship stronger. There's never been someone who is so close to me like that before except my late mother...well i think GOD had brought him to me to replace the mother's love that i've lost when im still young. His love for me is so unconditional...sometimes i even get paranoid thinking that something is goin to happen to him because i love him sooo much...too much i shd say. Sometimes im scared that this strong feelings will bound to backfire me one day.

However i shd see this positively and theres a saying that goes 'Distance makes the heart grew fonder'. I hope that i'll get use to it and i'll be more prepared when the time comes...k thats all for todae...

SaDdEsT NeWs........SoB

2005-05-20T20:43:00.000-07:00

SaDdEsT NeWs........*SoB*

Halo gud morning...haiz yesterday sux big time! First of all, my dear baby just told me some bad news and i mean it...its really a very bad news to me. He told me that he just received an official email from SAF ( Singapore Armed Forces ) telling him that he's one of the 5 ppl who got selected to go for overseas attachment!

Well at last my nightmare has cum to haunt me...im not prepared for this! although so many times my dear has warned me bout this attachment thingy but i just brush that thought away hoping that it won't cum true...alas it really did came true. i was like so sad beacause let me state here that the attachment not only just a few days or weeks, most probably it a year!!! A year?!?! iI dunno how am i gonna live my life w/o him for a year...he told me that i shd be proud of him cos they won't just select ppl anyhow...anw tis is not confirmed yet...he has to undergo interview on 31st May. he says that if the interview is successful, the process will take a mth or so...

that means latest he'll be going will be july...so sooon...and just happen that our 5 year anniversary falls on 26th august 2005! that means i will be all alone to celebrate this...im gonna miss him like hell...maybe this is a test for our relationship. I hope i can go thru tis with a lot of patience and faith in him. And the location maybe brunei,thailand or taiwan...haiz lets all leave tis for fate to decide...anw my dear niece admitted to KK hospital yesterday...she fell from a cupboard and her head hit the floor 1st...poor kid...she vomitted 9 times! but thank GOD that shes alrite now and she can be discharge today insyaalah if there's no complication.

Anw next fri on the 27/05, im going out with my gurlfrens!!! yeah miss them a lot! suzlyna,hamizah and jirin....felt so lonely in school w/o them...so lonely...i dun understand chinese that all i have to say that why i felt so lonely....k that all....

PrOjEcT StArT LiaO.....

2005-05-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

PrOjEcT StArT LiaO.....

Halo...well 1st of all i have to announce that my group is no longer under Dr zhang....we are under Mr.Koh Choon Chye now.....we'll be modifying a pjt and we'll be doing it under Visual Basic.Net...yeah at last i can do something im fimiliar with...rather than C# codings...oklah...now starting to be quite bz oredi...both me and natalie do the necessary GUI's oredi but the coding haven't...ok lah that's all....

WaT aRe We GoNnA Do FoR FYP?

2005-05-11T09:28:00.000-07:00

WaT aRe We GoNnA Do FoR FYP?

Halo again...me and natalie just went to see daniel liu but he'll not be around until 9.45am...haiz my china supervisor-Dr.Zhang Binglu just cannot compromise with us...cum on we've already wasted 2 wks cos hes not in s'pore...he went back to china to visit a sick relatives...and cum to the 3rd week he ask us to learn C sharp by ourselves...well that programming language is like so new to us and we do not have a Fuc***g idea how to do it...at least spare us some mercy pls...we alredy wasted 2 wks doing nuthink and other team are already half-way thru their project...of coz we feel stressed out now is the 3rd week and the mid-presentation is on the 6th week...and we haven't even do a single shit! damn im so frustrated and fed-up

Yesterdae morning we went in to see Dr.Zhang...we sat down and natalie says to him bout our worries...we are merely pouring wats on our hearts to him. we say we went to see mr.cheong and tok to him bout our project...he suddenly flared up. he started saying "Whos ur supervisor? him or me? u shd have consult me if theres anything not him!" hes oredi very angry...to add to the misery we told him we cannot cope with C sharp as the language is so new and we doubt so we can grasp the fundamentals in just 2 wks time...we ask him whether we can change our codes to VB codes and he started saying that" VB sux! VB is useless...not related to real life....if u do project using VB it is rubbish!" i mean he dun have to criticize VB rite...he is indirectly saying that VB lecturer are useless too lah...those who do project using VB coding are uselesss ah....what the hell...he keep saying to us we are closed-minded and that we do not want to take up new challenge...we do not want to listen to himlah...we only wants to argue...cum on he himself doesn't even want to listen to us....haiz...guess that we are just plain suey...too bad we end up in tis mess...yupz...just hopefully everything will be ok...k tats all...

FiNaLLy AmAzInG RaCe 7 HaS CuM To An EnD....

2005-05-11T08:45:00.000-07:00

FiNaLLy AmAzInG RaCe 7 HaS CuM To An EnD....

Halo i just reach the lab bout 10 mins ago...can't wait to update my blog...haha...im so contained with happiness coz of amazing race yesterday! i was rooting for uchenna and joyce to win and they really won!!! Haha cunning person like rob won't be able to make it be it in race or in real life! damn how i despise him...no doubt that hes quite smart and have good tactics in hand but i just can't accept the fact that he criticise others and hes damn snobbish! he play by the bad rule and he does not deserve to win...im quite doubtful that he loves amber...well in survivor itself he ever invovle himself with sarah...now amber...maybe hes just with her for the 1 million dollars she won in survivor...he just with her so as to claimed cheap publicity and make himself famous...what i love at the end of the race thr finishing line was that patrick was rooting for uchenna and joyce to win! love em...well thats bout all for today...

LoNeLy...sLeEpY...hAiZ....

2005-05-06T10:07:00.000-07:00

LoNeLy...sLeEpY...hAiZ....

Halo again...wah im like so sleepy in tis stupid lab...doing nuthink....juz KpO reading other ppl's blogs...but it was kinda interesting tough cos i came across tis blog of a lady who turn out to be SiTi's [ siti nurhaliza-M'sia no.1 singer] fanatic or shd i say loyal fan...though im not a big fan of siti but reading thr blog sort of makes me like siti more...haha....turns out that siti is really peramah person so if u wana find out more chk that lady's blog->http://rikrok.blogspot.com/....another great great news....zhang binglu is back...finally! but he have not requested to see my grp...wat the hell...k yest cerita 'Dia' best best best to the max! hahaha i think the episode is ending soon...cos starting frm next week its playing for 2solid hrs...finally coming to an end. anw today my ever so craziest fren Ng Siping didn.t cum to sch *sob*. Her teacher is on MC today ang he told them no need to cum...so good...envy her...juz the thought of waking up late is so nice! kinda becuming lazy cos during the 1 week hols have been wakiing up late. the earliest will be 9am...hahaha. Yeah wana noe sumthing yest siping brought her digital camera to sch! haha we took 100 shots in just half a day! crazy ppl! imagine taking shots near the fish pond...everybody who saw us probably tot we're NuTs! we even go to the extend of taking photos in the toilet! Staff toilet summore.....LOL. ok lah thats it for todae i guess....

mE aNd SiPiNg

JuNNi-SiPiNg-Me
hEaR nO eViL, SeE nO eViL, SaY nO eViL...hehe

aBuSe By SiPiNg~*cRiEs* hehe..

OoPs! JusT WaT aRe ThEy TrYiNg To PrOvE...

WoOhOo! ExAm ReSuLtS!

2005-05-04T09:32:00.000-07:00

WoOhOo! ExAm ReSuLtS!

Forget to mention....i pass my networking! got a 'B'! so proud of myself...haha i think they really moderate the paper...koaz...really damn hard paper...think everybody pass....haha overall my results is quite satisfying. my gpa is 3.017....oklah quite happy....damn got a 'C' for database mgt! the rest all 'B s' except marketing got an 'A'! yeah no sub paper!!! can get on with life as per normal.....yeah!

TrIp To M'siA GrEaT! No ReGrEts...

2005-05-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

TrIp To M'siA WaS GrEaT! No ReGrEts...

Halo im in sch again...haiz...yesterdae morning juz came back frm m'sia...holidae. i reach s'pore at 4.40am...that why i decided not to come to sch yest....can't wake up...the trip to m'sia is great esp with faris following...haha we managed to squeeze into my brother-in-law dad's hyundai matrix! guess wat....altogether plus a baby there are 9 of us inside that car! all the way to KL-Genting-Malacca! haha we went to m'sia for 3 days 2 nites...

The exciting part is when we are at genting highlands....u noe the ride called space shot? haha faris really really really extremely frightened of getting on that space shot ride...but with my sis and me persuading him and consoling him that the ride is ok, not scary at all, aiyah so fast one lah u won't even have time to feel scared one lah [all of these is of coz not true...haha]. his face turned pale as we got nearer and nearer to the ride...woah i swear i saw his lips turned blue once he was seated on the ride....as the space shot got higher and higher he was like " god its so high! so high! " i didn't even have time to enjoy the ride cos most of my time was being used up comforting him...finally got to see fear in his eyes...always tot he so tough...scared of nothing..but jeng jeng jeng...scared of the silly space shot ride....ah another thing when the ride plunged down [think bout 12 storeys high] his face look so horrible...scared to death i shd sae....he keep shouting " Buah peleh nak terkeluar! buah peleh dah kat mulut!" i keep asking him to stop...hahaha ok enuf of that...

Well in Kl we all stay at suitestay which is apartment-hotel like...got 2 rooms, 1 living room and the view is so magnificent ! frm our apartment we can see the 'm'sia ever so proud of' twin tower! breathtaking! wish we could get on the higher floor....then on monday morning we head to malacca [my grandma stay at alor gajah] and guess wat? i went for the resdung treatment at malacca! the one they use 'lipas tanah' or cockroach that u can find on soil....dunno the exact name...but the greatest thing is they use the cockroach legs to sratch ur face and small,wiggly worm come out from your pores....it may sound eww...but its quite effective though...if u have sinus...and yesh if u are wondering if alot of those thread like worm [ really small and thin u barely can see it] came out of my face...yesh its alot! but all of it is worth it though...k thats all....

ThE ViEw FrOm OuR HoTeL!

ThE Kids EnJoYing ThE CoWbOy RiDe!

Me & My SiStEr! Do We LooK AliKe?

Ain'T He So DaMn CuTe?

So BoReD....ZZzzzzzz

2005-04-28T09:41:00.000-07:00

So BoReD....ZZzzzzzz

Halo...im so damn bored in sch...nutink to do...so searching for blog skins...decided to do a blog finally and finally got the time to do it. Haiz...my pjt supervisor still haven't cum back...damn him...Dr.Zhang Binglu...not that i want to be mean but its just that although he has sick relatives back in china he should at least call back sch and arrange for another teacher to guide us...at least theres something to do not like tis slacking around! juz tinking bout tis makes me angry...can u guys imagine 8 hrs of doing nutink everyday? think bout it...maybe its nice but after a while u juz wish the earth will open and swallow u up....